The first step I stepped into my new school , I knew my life could be wonderful and vivid . I was leaded by my form teacher , Miss Wong ,to my classroom , 5Sc3 . The classroom was on the third floor and located right third classroom . Once I got into the class room ,it was well decorated , my new classmate was good in drawing , I thought . The wall and card board was full of excellent hand-drawing . After that , I was informed that I could sat on the seat prepared . My desk mate was a girl who was also a monitor and prefect , She is Lilian, my first friend at here . She taught me a lot of “rules” over here ,

The bell rings , exploding the subdued silence of the school. I fel a tangible change in mood among my classmates. The brooding atmosphere immediately gave way to an excited chatter of happy voice. Miss Wong strides quickly out of our class. I went tuckshop with Lilian , we reached that and I bought a bowl of noodles that goes with gravy. Well, Lilian told me that she got to duty after her meal and I was decided to went back to class alone.

When I leave the tuckshop , I took the other way to out because I would like to go around my new situation . I went the science park , that was the best science park I had ever seen . Fishing swimming in the pool , and their friend, turtle and duck was enjoying to playing together. Chicken was eating chicken of corns that spread on the floor . Bird was singing in the cage , It is welcoming me to join this big family . The varies of flowers was planted in port , and a big shady tree was right in front of my . Wow , what a wonderful scene . I intended to go back to class room because it was getting end of break time .

When I turned back my body , I felt a big energy that came from opposite of mine. It knocked me and felt down . Oh god , It is hell pain ! I tried to stand up . but my knee was brush and bleeding. I took out my tissue and thinking who is the dumb not bringing eye to walk . “ I am sorry , miss .” From the voice I can knew he was a guy even tough I didn’t rose up my face. I took out a piece of tissue and covered my wound . I stood up and told that guy “I am alright .” “ Hey ..Hey .. Are you … Ashley ? ..Do you remember me ? “ He look familiar to me , but I can’t remember him at once . “Uhmm..If you like to tell me . “ I shrugged . “ Oh my goodness ! I am Ken! Your Kinder garden classmate! You sat beside me , Don’t u remember ?” He was excited . I tried to got up my memories , but there had been 10 years ago . “ I am sorry. “ . After that, I ready to get back my class . “ Hold on ! Fatty Girl !” He shouted. Some bitter memories sping to my mind immediately , I remember him , the guy bullied me often in kinder garden. I was short , fat and wearing a out-fashion spectacles , so I am most popular amongst the kids because they called me Fatty girl . And today , I met him , the little boy grew up and became a head-perfect of school. “Oh ! Don’t call me like the way ! Monkey! “ At the same time, we look at each other and silence . After 2 second , we laughed .

Since the day , I found a guy that closer to me than anyone could be . “ Ashley , U grew pretty .” He said after we finished enjoyed the match in basketball court. “ Thank you . U too .” I whispered . “ Me?” “ Yup, U grew mature , at least you wont call me fatty anymore.” I murmured “ Oh ! Yea , Haha” He laughed loudly . Me too . “Ash .. Can I ask a question ?” He said seriously . “ Well . As u like.” “ Why do you transfer here ? : I though you came from Kl ?” His question sink me into a deep thinking . “ I actually don’t really like to touch this topic .. But .. Well , U know ,My parent got divorce when I was standard 5, and I am following my dad now. I had been transfer 6 school . Yea, That’s a lot huh ?well , My dad was a businessman , he can’t stop for me . So ,I should and must following him , I had already sick of those life. It is doesn’t like a teens ! No internet, no friend , no love , no family and NO MOM! What’s else I left? “ I cried and took a breath. “You have me ,Ash..” He murmured . “ I will take my responsibility on your life .Trustme “ For a moment, I felt warm . the first time I felt I had a shoulder to depend on . I had a person who shared my happiness and sadness together. I felt truly that “ I am in love.”

“Ken , I should discuss something with you . Can you come around ? “ My voice was down as a stone. I received my dad’s call just now , he told me that we would be gone to Johor Baru after a month .My dad had finished his trading in Ipoh . And he could started his new trading in next city . Within 5 minutes , he came . “What’s wrong?” He asked .” Big wrong.” I replied.” What’s that?” “ Ken. Look. I..I gonna go soon. I….” I slammer when I saw his head slowly look down to the floor and knitted his brow front.. “ I am sorry. “ “When?” he whispered.” One month later.””why?” “ You know my dad’s job.”. For a few minutes , both of us were silence. “Ash… can I ask for one thing.” He looked up and stared my eye. His eye painted red and I nodded. “ Stay here. “ He hold my hand , “ Don’t go ..” His face racked with sad. .”I don’t know.” “ Ken , my dad gonna back soon , you should leave now. “ “No!I don’t go! I wanna talk to your dad!” He broke into loud and hold my hand over tightly. “ No!” I shouted. And pointed to the door way . “Go away! Right now!” I yelled . He calm down and shuffled to the door. “Goodbye” is the last word he said to me.

On the night, I packed everything out and strolled to the sofa , looking up the sky . I closed my eyes , and flashback to those memories I experienced in Ipoh town . Overwhelmed by self-pity , eras welled up in my eyes., and I started to weep. “ Goodbye , ken . You are the only one memories I don’t wish to erase . ”

And , to this day she had never been seen again .

Today ， we suppose to be happy but he just pissed me off in class. Fine, I don’t mean to want his present , as long as he love me. Enough, I am actually disappointed but yet I don’t want to make any fight . This morning, He didn’t picked up my call yet he sat other’s place in school . OMFG~ I was like fire darting to my head and “ BOOM!” .

I yelled purposely , “ I HATED SOMEONE !!” . My action may shocked Yan , and she asked me to low down my voice but I replied , “ I AM TELLING HIM (I was angry)!! “ Yet, I cried. I am timid and coward . However, this proved that I love Ken so much right ?

I though he wont came for apologize , But it turned out he stand beside me when MM lesson . He used his finger to touched my shoulder, while I gonna turned back and scoled the guy, I saw him . right here in front of me and Giving me a big smile. Grin .. haha. I ignored and did my exercises . He asked me to apologize and without 3 sentences , I forgive him .

Ken , I am not willing to angry about you . I love you right., Damn , I love you so much !! It is frantically rate now!!! OMG!

Today I heard something about my friend talked about her is using her bf . Oh yea, at the same time , Ping told me tat Frenship is precious now because we haven’t reach the year of “ Frenship is being mutual taking advantage ” Nevertheless , How do we explain My fren’s situation ? I felt confused and CONSIDER to tell the girl wat’s going on around .

So I told my plan to Ken and I got a bad scold from him . He forbidden me to tell her the truth and all of them realize that the girl had been knew and understand the situation as well and even better than me . I will regret after I told her because there will be a big fight . Oh , I m sorry to the girl . Once you saw this post , I hope you can forgive me , Forgive my self-fish and forgive I am a submissive girl .

I supported you no matter wat happened ! Yet , I won’t let others to backstabbing about you . I will tell you tat , I love you as much as I love my fren.

10 min gone , I received her call and she told me tat she was coming . I cant see her no matter ow I hunted . She appeared when I was lost my attention , she came from the others way and her bf keep murmuring “死笨来的。。笨到~~~” （PS： I had been skipped some rules words ） She was coming with her younger sis , they ambling to come , the had a special guest who was her dog tat coming along with them .

Within 5 min , we were on the board with 5 person , Me , Ken , Queen , Ivan and Qiong . I was quarreling with ken on the way to bus station due to some technical problem.. Haha ..Skipped it . We fine finally and Ken .U r my beloved dear!!!

We reached Hua Nam , the famous coffee restaurant . Wow!! There are crowded and noisy like a pasar malam . We were hard to hunt a place but we were lucky to saw one of the thousand . I quickly to get to there and after we settled , I went order food with Ken . He is holding my hand or waist on the process , Hahah~ sweet~ ..

We met his fren there , I forgot his name but I had an smile to him . The bass band guy . Yea.. We loitered to Parade after that , I had shopped with Ken , He bought his New Paul Smith at Rum. The black colour with Purple stripes , Nice one!! It cost 50 dollar but well, You know, the best one.

I had an announcement that complaint about Hot Stress. The seller that was sucked and she doesn’t satisfy wat customer’s wanted and yet , she be rude to my bf . Hey guys, you should know that , trying cloths doesn’t means you need to or you have to buy that, Just try ! And you have your right to consider either you wan the custom or not!!!

The stupid sales girl from Hot stress , she dare rude to my bf , I took a lot of clots tried by Ken , Ken doesn’t content with those stupid ugly and out-trended Cloths . Then he returned it after he tried , but the sales girl chased him and asked “你不要啊？” he shake his head and tried to explained to the fatty girl . I was walked out from the shops and turned back into it , I hear tat “不是的话，你买了它咯。。。不然等下卖完！” WTF! Her attitude aroused my anger and I told her with super Proudly , “ 不要了~“ and then I hold ken’s hand , push his out from the shop ! How fucking angry! Stupid fatty bitch! U r the worst seller that I had been met. Damn .

We went Rum and have the clots later . Well, it is cooling down my mood . With enjoyed and cheer up myself , we went star bucks and have a nice drinks . Hahaa..

We were going to the Eclipse . Wow! Wat a nic e movie that watching Edward being in love with Bella and the Jack is showing a crush to Bella . Finally, Jacob got hurt . The love triangle is so complicated . Well, wolf doesnt will mixed up with Vampire , but they do cooperate to destroy and defeat the victoria's clan that do a life-threaten to them . Uhm.. I hate bella acutally.

We went home at 5 something. I enjoyed the day . Ken .I love you , U are my everything start now. You are my eye to help me see everything. You are my ear that help me hear everything . You are my hand that help me do everything . You are my foot that walks around the world . Oh , I love you deeply in heart. I miss you so much.