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ZhiYing
♔ I am Zhi Ying Chong 18 from Ipoh ♔ .
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28TH SEPT 2011 Dong Ku Teng Makan makan
Monday, October 31, 2011 | 9:44 AM | 0 comments
Wednesday Today , This is the first time I participate in the deepavali open house but then I couldn't got any pictures from there so , I just describe the other activites I did! So , My mom fetch me home after open house .I took a nap after that . LOLX! Then , My sis planned to sent me tuition . Well , she was acutally late! I meant , very late. She had to fetch her friend in other house aread and just started our journey to first tuition centre! Hmm , on the way , we observed an accident! It was too horrible! The place was bajir and the accident was just beside the road ways and every cars have to pass by it , either us . :( I screamed a lot in the car. wakaka. 7.30PM I reached tuition and I asked sis took me at 9.30pm because I knew she will late , very late. Lolx. Yea, she did came at last ! By fucking earlier! Haha! Nevermind~ let she waited about half an hour! Then we went Dong Ku Teng had out supper! Because we addicted to the curry mee there so , just went there :) I met my old classmates there and old friends. Just said hello and happy to meet them out there! so ... My favoutite food!  
Sunday, October 30, 2011 | 9:03 AM | 0 comments
Lazy
Thursday, October 27, 2011 | 4:51 AM | 0 comments
憤怒沒了，怨恨沒了，在妳轉身之後，我只剩下滿滿的不捨與疲憊......一年後的今天，有人問起關於我們的故事， 我沒有再提起關於背叛和關於他 因為我們的故事最精采的不在他 而是在夕陽下，在我還騎著腳踏車的日子裡，載著妳和我們還沒下定論的未來 不恨妳了，就跟我對妳的愛一樣 跟隨妳離開的足跡漸行漸遠 雖然偶爾會想起妳的溫柔妳的可愛 但再細想關於現在的妳對於我來說有多陌生 那些過往也就化作一抹苦笑，最後深深的積在心底 有關於妳的東西，在分手之後我一樣都沒有留下 因為我怕我還依戀那上面的妳的餘溫 但就算是這樣，妳的影子一樣在我心裡佔了一個角落 每當一個人的夜晚，我總會走到那個角落，和過去的妳談心 過去的妳是我女友，也是我最能聊的知己 我真的不知道是到了什麼時候，我們都忘了拿捏那朋友跟情人之間的距離 最後靠的太近，太在乎彼此最後變成這種結局 其實一直很想妳，很想念過去的妳 因為現在的妳早就不是過去我認識，那個單純沒有心防的妳 在我之後，我知道妳也被傷了不少次 沒有任何報應心態，只有永遠說不出口的……… 心疼 我沒有立場給妳建議， 因為我能站的任何立場，都充滿尷尬 更何況妳不會聽 我只能說，我希望妳過的更好，而不是像現在一樣盲目的四處尋求溫暖 妳知道在妳受傷的時候，我也在角落心疼妳，然後一個人灌酒嗎? 妳知道妳離開之後，我也忘記要怎麼去愛另外一個人嗎? 我真的不知道，當我因為妳而心疼的時候，是否妳也曾回頭看我一眼，然後為我難過? 或許愛情是不求回報，所以妳對我而言並不是愛情 但我知道，就算我再怎麼痛，也希望妳能找到真正能給妳幸福的人 最後，願妳真的懂得去愛一個人 也願，妳被妳真的愛的人所愛 最後我也會祝福我，想起如何去愛一個人. Happy Deepavali
Wednesday, October 26, 2011 | 3:14 AM | 0 comments
Well, I was attended Deepavali open house before when I was in primary school. After that, I didn't have one. Because I was studying in a Chinese school and after I came into Anderson,I met a lot of people , different kind of people that I never met in my life before. I am mixing with different races and have different races friends. Laugh* Consider I am not bad in social . Maybe .I attend Shuruthi's open house just now at 2pm until 4 something. My mom sent me there even though it was late but I am not the latest comer. Puvillan is the one who come latest. Lolx , bad me . Well, the food prepared by auntie was nice! I meant , it is more than enough , A lot of traditional Indian food served on the table . Some kind of curries , meat balls and chapati and mutabak . Yea, even though the taste was different , I tried that little by little. It was nice! Don't forgot the biscuit baked by Shuruthi , not bad too .  Wedding Dress
Tuesday, October 25, 2011 | 1:23 PM | 0 comments
 Someone said , When a person grew elder , she won't be easy to tear.I wonder how true is it when I was young.And I knew the answer now . I wonder , How could I can be this strong enough to hear about you. All about you . You recently are definitely not relevant to me , yet I thrill to hear to know to seek. And finally I got the hurt by myself . Like a small kid . I am . We had our up and downs , happy and frowns , it just brought us together ,which is one step to forever. And everything just like a dream. Both of us woke up now and you have your another sweet dream. The fact YOU DON'T LOVE , I can't take it. I don't treat this as a game.I never. The same mistake I repeating is because of you. I love you , can you just love me back ? Why you can just forgot about me! that fast! Our dream? Our plan ? Our love? Is that all just a craps to you ? I can't believe I can survive without you . I did. I did try to commit suicide , Failed. I remember I told you about my dreaming wedding party . It will held in a big field with white colour laser as base. You wrap my hand and kiss my forehead , say You want to marry me as your official wife. I will wear a wedding dress just like the picture above . And you just sounded that " Can't ! That is not wedding dress, that is dinner dress. " And I protested and I always won because you just love me too much and not willing to argue with me . That's why I become a spoil kid and girlfriend . I am bad . Whoo~ I miss you ! Freaking miss! The reason I remain single .. is simple .. It is a word .. " U " My brownie cake
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I baked a brownie cake today. It was just taking one and a half hour to complete the process. I was actually wanna create my own recipe but I just lazy when I saw the packet of brownie quick bake. Lol .Lazy me ~ Well, I started my works at 4 something and my aunt just asked me to help her fixed her laptop . Yea, I did. So ,I delay half an hour which is 4.30pm to baked.I made use the technique I learnt last time and yes,I did baked a nice cake . I got the most compliment . My second try brownie cake. This is the trial cake for my aunt's birthday. I am going to bake the same cake for my aunt on this Saturday because we will be going out to dine. Well , nothing much with today . Traffic jam ?? Lolx, yea, sungai siput is congested! Lol happy deepavali ! Handle the dead body
Monday, October 24, 2011 | 4:10 AM | 0 comments
 Just right an hour ago my dad said he was going to pick the dead body and threw it away. I was like , you sure you can do it alone ? So I delay my time to go to lay basketball and went to help him. We seek for the dead body about 15 mins according to the smell .Yet we found it in the brush , the body was musty . There were a lot of worm on the body. The feeling was so nasty ! I just couldn't stand it and went off. My younger sis was standing there like a stone, whenever I asked her to help my dad she just said she was afraid , Then what is the point she standing there. ? So, I just went into the brush again and asked my sis to go out. I help my sad to open the big plastic bag , and my dad was courage enough to take the body up and put it into the plastic bag. He just did it like normal , not much expression on his face. On the other side, I was like a stupid , screaming here and that. All the time I thought was finished it fast! I want to leave the place as soon as possible. After that , The smell spread all over the place, I just can't stand of it! Though , I have to bring this dead body and throw it into the river just nearby my house. My dad took the motor and I just took a ride . Half an hour, I was completely done all the process. Before I tossed the plastic bag to the river ,I just whispered "Rest In Place" to it. Yea, this is the first time I brave enough to face this kind of situation. I am thinking the doctor ,police and other kind of occupation who have to face this kind of situation often. They are brave, courage, and strong. That's why I can't take Biology.I prefer Physic, at least we won't have to face body , those creepy ,nasty bloody hell position ! Well, that are just what happen to me on today .. quite a different day . HAPPY HOLIDAY :) sunday night
Sunday, October 23, 2011 | 11:21 AM | 0 comments
 I have been chatting a lot with my friends. Yea, we are all enjoyed. Just been talking about him again , I don't know how to describe the feeling , I have no more feeling about him. I just need a new boyfriend. He just a passer by . Watsoever. Tired now. Wanna sleep ... My mom injured
Saturday, October 22, 2011 | 8:41 PM | 0 comments
 After 15 minutes, he came and sent me to station . I quickly took bus. I was sitting alone, And one leng lui came up. Woo~ she is my friend . Well .. Zhi Qiong. She just sat beside me and talk nothing. I thought she was angry about me or just don't feeling like talk to me so I just shut my mouth up and My mood at that time don't good too . The bus arrived at Jalan kuala Kangsar , The ticket collector came and collected out money . I just gave Money to her but she asked for the small change. I don't have money . You know, the cute girl just gave 5 ringgit to the women and said " It is ok" to me! I was like.. " what!? Are you serious!? Then I quickly said thank you to her. And her action was actually freaked me out so much ! I knew she came from a very rich family but she just can't help a stranger like this way . A EASY CHEATED girl. SIgh . But she is kind! So , I just talked to her and promised I will sent my money to her to her house. She was like " You know me?" I said.. "I am Zhi Ying Chong." Then she just realized that I am Zhi Ying. Wakaka. She didn't recognize me because I just have my new hair cut. "I can't recognize you yet I though you are younger than me." Lol. sweat .. Then , My journey have her to accompany because both of us are talk active one. ^^ Well, thank you for panda too , she just got to know my mom acmitted to hospital and rushing here and there to find number for me. I LOVE YOU PANDA! My gog ... Feng, He went out to fetch me after I reached ss. Lol. My god damn gog ~ Labels: you Friday, October 21, 2011 | 9:53 AM | 0 comments
Just now , I went to visit Kumaresh in the hospital. His family was all over there and I just greet to him and send my wish to him then went off. We went to have our dinner then ! The dinner was sucks! I meant , I am sucks! Because I am eating a lot! What the hell happened to me!? I am so angry about myself! I am so fat! I just can't fit the new cloths I bought last week! Damn! Fatty Zhi Ying Chong! When you really want to on diet! Huh!? See , everyone is laughing at you! Fuck! I want to really work on it! " One week to slim " Journey is began now! I can't eat much ! I have to eat 70% full and then , stop eating ! My meal of the day is soya milk ! That's all !! Zhi Ying, you have to do it because you are fat! Well !! I will upload my latest news tomorrow! Now is the time to .." sleep well " | 9:51 AM | 0 comments
Just now , I went to visit Kumaresh in the hospital. His family was all over there and I just greet to him and send my wish to him then went off. We went to have our dinner then ! The dinner was sucks! I meant , I am sucks! Because I am eating a lot! What the hell happened to me!? I am so angry about myself! I am so fat! I just can't fit the new cloths I bought last week! Damn! Fatty Zhi Ying Chong! When you really want to on diet! Huh!? See , everyone is laughing at you! Fuck! I want to really work on it! " One week to slim " Journey is began now! I can't eat much ! I have to eat 70% full and then , stop eating ! My meal of the day is soya milk ! That's all !! Zhi Ying, you have to do it because you are fat! Well !! I will upload my latest news tomorrow! Now is the time to .." sleep well " Exam over
Thursday, October 20, 2011 | 8:11 AM | 0 comments
Lol ! My final exam was over! Today is the last day . My lower six life end with exam of mm subject . The rest of the days is totally free! I want to go school as I wish !My friend KUMARESH was injured in an accident. It happened on wednesday , he was so unluckly , he broke his leg and now is lying in the ward. I am planning to visit him tomorrow. Lolx.                              tue
Tuesday, October 18, 2011 | 10:50 AM | 0 comments
Today is the exam of pengajian am . Well, because of the techer problem , we don't even know what is the topic going to come out . We just knew that it reached " Dasar dalam negara" . I didn't prepared well . It is considered failed because paper 1 I didn't read and I put effort on paper 2. Maybe I don't feel ease at the syllabusand the method to answer the question .I don't have enough time to do the question and I affirm that my graph was gone wrong. The essay at the last page I DON' EVEN have time to finish it. Mission failed because I just want to sleep at all time. Maybe this is the cause of I am on diet. Haiz. Feel sorry about my tt teacher . Sorry sir! Well, tomorrow is chemistry exam. I ust prepared few chapters because , yea, I am addicted to facebook. Haiz. what the hell I am doing ? this is my style and type ? Macho ? crazy I think. Saturday night
Saturday, October 15, 2011 | 10:58 AM | 0 comments
ROFL , it is a funny night . Well, I have been a drinks with Bing and kelvin. Well , Just threw my big trash to them , And telling a lot of jokes and craps with them . I really enjoyed the moment be with them . It was a nice night.! Honestly. Vicky shown up later. And after half an hour , we just left. Alright , we were actually went to say goodbye to one of our friend who was also been there . Bing was the driver , I don't know wat the hell she just gone off from the seat and chatted with the friend. Vicky was the funny part, she just pull off the manual , and the car was start moving. Luckily , she just pull it back to "N" and the car stopped. I can't imagine what will happen if she can't react fast because I was sitting behind and talking with them . On the way back , We were laughing and screaming because the situation was so shameful . We Laugh out loud , the car full of joy and happiness! Friendship is meant to be like this ? We have been knew each other for such a long time, few years I think . We can still maintain our relationship well , Thanks god for giving me such a good friends!! Thank QQ
Friday, October 14, 2011 | 8:40 AM | 0 comments
 I just met one of my old friend. Well, she prettier . Unlike me, fatter than last time. I don't know where is my consistence? I should persist! Sigh . See I am so fat! god damn stupid me! Sigh , I just revert to that me, I suppose to be more mature . but, I am still like a kid , fighting with people always。 Sigh. Maybe it is me , real me. Zhi Ying, Be more mature larh ~ Lolx Just finished watch hong kong drama , that was so nice! The charctor is just like me , stupid girl fallen love into a god damn naughty guy. They been togather in the end, maybe it is the drama, dramastic. Who kknow the real world? Lolx. Sigh , Missssss someonee fucking much .. Hope everything for him is well . Nothing is impossible , Impossible is nothing
Tuesday, October 11, 2011 | 7:10 AM | 0 comments
 I watched Jeseph's video that he uploaded hisself. He is telling his fatty old time story and now he got so fucking hansum ! Yet , I thinking I am going make one some sort of that to record down how I am going to low my weight! Yea!! Nothing is impossible! I trust I can do that. I am going to school tommorrow~ lame..
Sunday, October 9, 2011 | 11:31 AM | 0 comments
I had been crasy just now . I played the sad songs , Looking through the old photos , and bloggings , Yet to know that , My feeling at the time. I felt and those feeling recalled in such a short moment. I feel afraid! I afraid of love. I AFRAID OF HIM. i WANNA RUN . i WANNA GO ! I dun wan couple anymore! I wan slp! I so scare. But,I miss him . I miss him .. How ? How ? Crying badly now. THINK A LOT OF PAST , Sweet is sweet but what about the bitter? No larh , Not gonna redo the mistakes , too much sacrifices . Then , what he gave ? He left you a pieces of heart. What for you crying over the pass months and situation got better now and revert back ? Please be smart. you are not that zhi ying anymore! You are bad type now. So, love yourself. ZhiYing , See, you are well ^^ alw be
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你現在應該睡了吧，已經好久沒見面了， 最近過的如何呢？！是不是一切都好呢！ 不 論 你 何 時 何 地 ，要 照 顾 自 己呀！ 还有我要让你知到，我们适合做朋友！ 對於所有你的消息，我一知半解的呀！ 虽然已经知道幸福，早已降臨於妳哈哈！ 道 声 恭 喜 道 恭 喜，你会很快乐的！ 我生活？我很好！我也有新的男友了！ 我现才发现我啊！我以前對妳不夠好！ 一直到現在才發現，但我们已分开！ 我一直都還在原地！没有进步过什么的！ 從前那些是是非非！已經成了過往雲煙！ 我們都要很有勇氣！去面對未來的改變！ 縱然沒有愛在身邊！都還是要努力向前！ 生活没有你在身邊！我真的活得自由自在！ 开心的 我 ！哈哈 ！ 有勇氣面對一切改變！ ~請看每行第5個字~ Mee on saturday
Saturday, October 8, 2011 | 12:29 PM | 0 comments
 I had been hang out with tracy , Vicky and ah mun . It was a nice night ~ You know , the feeling of best friend. I can talked everything in front of them. I dont have to hide anything behind! I can chat whatever I want! Hoooray ~ We been Elvis because we cant have another smart choices as sungai siput is so small . Well, Wedid chatted a lot . I enjoyed the moment ! Yea, it was nice! And we dated to go clubtogather after exam ! hehe ^^ So ~ Forgot about the past , concentrate the future ! What has past have to be drop down . Let's the things go out from my mind ! My fantastic world is just to begin !
Friday, October 7, 2011 | 7:28 AM | 0 comments
7/10/2011Hmm, Friday night again.I am finding a new wayto let myself feeling like mix with this world. I am being too emo ? I dont know. HaiZ.. Miss him again. Sometimes I think , if I am brave enough to hold him , maybe the situation is different . I miss him.. Honestly . Miss both of them .. DAMN ! Don't know . Been skipped school for 4 days , Iam going to find a car license agent for me to have my license test yet the exam is coming so I just hold it after exam. Yea, exam is coming ,doenst study anything yet! So lazy me~ Aiya .. feel bored dy ... 2nd of OCt
Sunday, October 2, 2011 | 9:33 AM | 0 comments
 Lol, I just rearranged my photos and Uploaded to facebook. There are 2 or 3 files I had opened. Lolx, I WAS actually wanna uploads those photos here , but , I am lazy ! Lol. I don't know why , I am getting ugly !? Fat or wat? I tot I am cute in fat , as I prefer I am fat last time, but then !? Things turned out so bad! Haiz.. Anyway , I HAVE TO BE PERFECT! hahaha! Hmm, I didnt back to Ipoh now. I planned to go on tmr morning. Early in the morning! Aiya, today mood quite good! NO, is very good! Zhi Ying Chong ~ You are the best! I pass my Undang test
Saturday, October 1, 2011 | 7:11 AM | 0 comments
ZHI YING ROCK  Congratulation to me I Pass My Undang Test hOOraY Well , since I failed my undang test yesterday. I told myself , my luck was gone. I had to work a lil harder to pass the exam. Hmm, last night , boon yong was about to call me . But , I just fall asleeep , that's why I didnt answer his calls and I just read a little bit . I woke up 6 in the morning , tidy up myself , and mind. I told myself , if I don't get ready , I can't pass . Then , Hui shi sent me to tt .In tt there , I felt tired , so I bought a pack of KOPI ICE . Ok larh .. not really nice. I read Undang there . Hehe .. After tt , went MCD with wen and yy . Hmm , I just chit chatting with them and reading on the bus. I downed at the high way . On the way I walked to the shop , many vechicles pass me by . I felt so afraid. I afraid it just knock me off suddenly . So , I walked very careful . On the moment I sat inside the exam room . I am lil nervous. I exam every question . And , I brought togather my mechanical pen inside too. I think the pen help me , I feel like ease with the pen . I think the pen is the point that brought me to success. Green with smart :) Anyway , 45/50 . I wrong 5 . stupid me ! I passsed !!!!!! this is the point ! I can have my car loicense soon ! Happy october ! with newwww lifee |
