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Blind up my eye
Sunday, February 28, 2010 | 10:51 AM | 0 comments
![]() Thr was a big midtake ahead. I could close my eye n walk with you . we have left nothing to lose , Isn't it a lie , I'm nt to noe. follow my feeling , no matter how hurt I get . I dun care , doesn't it wil screw up my life I noe tat I love u more than I cn say .. 非伦不嫁, 非莹不娶 Saturday, February 27, 2010 | 12:09 PM | 0 comments
一日不见 , 如三秋夕 执子之手 ,与子皆老 天下之最 , 莫过如此 非伦不嫁,非莹不娶 . Vist Guan Ying Dong
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I visted Guan Ying Dong fews hours b4. When I arrived by car with family , We had to hunt high n low for a parking space. After some times, we found one in front of shopes. We do not complaint for we are luckly to find one .In double-quick time we reached thr. The was filled up with ppl. We get into thr n visit around. Hmm.. a lot of couples asking n pray for their love wil forever. I was tot ..hmm.. anyway, I by a traditional making wish method, Tat is throw a paper bind with orange up to a tree as high as possible. I throw this twice than I gt a high brunch !! wow! Wat is my wishes ? ... I got 3 ... Mayb I'm too greedy bt, Y dun we have a try . I got one for my study , one for my family the other one ..is for my love. So.. it is secret ! ..Lolx.. Then, I got reach the "Japan wishes pool " , I din get into thr Bcz I have no any idea abt whr is the entry ? I just saw a lot of ppl , get into thr without any queue ,n they r no manners ! Damn! I found sumthing special , tat is a box . Hmm..a box tat contain a number which let u write down wat u wanna tell sumone . Then, the box wil keep in the temple , until ur partner came n view ur sentence, sure ur partner cn reply. I wrote one for ..sumone . I got the key ... I dun noe how to contact u ..Yet , I have no any strength for experience ur coldness. Hmm.. I get bek around 11.30 pm. N I hurt my leg.. pain arh ~ ... Owh~..den we straightly went to dou mou gong ... for changing destiny . I trust this bt I din follow the sifu this year, bcz too hot there! Hope my wishes can come true!!! Happy lastly new year for everyone Last nite
Thursday, February 25, 2010 | 6:25 PM | 0 comments
I was damn happy n satisfy with my frens.I 'm really happy with them ! Lolx... No matter wat happend , I just wanna them into my life forever. Best fren doesnt nid a lots.. few enuf I had a drinks with them last nite , It was totally nice drink. N I gt learn many thing frm there. We had a lot of thing to chat although sum of them was slpping . me n ping also zhan yao .. I just love the moment being with them . It is very nice ! We even wanna gotta to stage for sing ! wat so crazy !? Wow~ Bt lastly , I din ~ phew~ LMAO Hmm.. getting trouble with ken , Nt..is chau kai loon . As wat Yq said.. he is damn bad guy! He is nt worth for my love. I be patient for long time to accept his temper . Without him .. I cn live my life out ! I had totally putted down him ! Even I feeling like cry , bt I din !!! I did nt Love ken anymore!! Thx queen ~ she told me a lot of ken .. N so .. wat she n everybody thinks abt Chau kai loon . I should concentrate my study . I cn find a better man . He is nt only my choice. Anyway .. his coldness , I just coldness... I had type a lot of msg , bt finally I had no dare to send! Sucks guy!!! Y I wanna chose him bcum my bf !? wth is going on ???? Ok~ being single with my books .. Yea.. it is time for study , Chau Kai loon !!! Listen here!! Dun ever think U r really gud as urself think ! Gt FUCKING eat shit ! U r sucks n jerk ! I'm blind to chose u bcum my bf ! Fuck off ! ok~ ..hope he din see this post , Bcz..Lolx.. I hope I cn b fren with him .. Lolx... I so happy for the way he treat me . It gv me a reason for break up n put down . I havent told him I wanna break up , let's c who is the loser . I gotta say : I'M SINGLE N AVAILABLE =) Have a funny day in skul
Wednesday, February 24, 2010 | 7:02 AM | 0 comments
Normaly, I have my happy day in skul when recess time.Sure , I was accustomed to have fun in SC5 .bcz i CN truely feel I cn fit into them. If my honey absent to skul ,I wasnt go skul withput her. Lolx.. different class bt my gang absent togather . Zhen yao n Bing. omg~ I JUST LV U ALL THE WAY ! I like piss them off n laugh bek with them . I like bully by those shit couper! Lolx.. bcz they r kidding with me. I was lv sc5 so much ! N, today , wednesday . although they absent togather, I stil went skul for Kelly. wat a sacrified! I woke up n found tat it stil raining , so I called my honey n asked her neither she went skul anot. she told me tat she would be adsent n zhan yao too . I just.."ok lorh.den I follow u larh~" .. Hmm..when I called Ken to wake him up.. (my routine) N I flash bek Wat kelly said to me .. "if u dun cum ,I wil b alone ." I just.. watever.. come on ! go for kelly .. whee~ 1st time go skul nt for study , for Kelly .. wat a weird! I have a lot of funny time with my darling , Kelly. 1st is having the Bad day disccusion in toilet when couples of us changing in toilet. The smeeling.. disgust ! N I just stupid n dumb to let my pans fall down to the dirty floor. bt nvm .. I just pick it up n put on .after tat, when I were out frm toilet n I saw out monitor. She told us tat. "Batal dy ~" wth ~ tat means we should change bek again . n although we change twice in wihtin 20 mins. We stil have our topic . During the english period. we had chilled crazy ! We keep laugh n laugh n laugh . Omg.. lame like last time . THE "nothing" .. "kecil miao" ... n so on. it just let me love u like much hell now! Lol. wat cn I said.. "I LOVE U!" My sis...zhiying...tq for today bring a lot of fun for me...be crazy with me today...tq...i love u..darling^^ (but i not lesbian) haha...we laugh for whole day at the skul...haha...rmb tat wat the teacher say? "nothing../in " "the police ..oh sorry..when the mother.." "we r human being...and u r(u know gek lah)..."haha...rmb it ?and ken lee- bad day...ken chau hair style looks biten by dog and our class's boy new hair style...rmb all of tis. COPY FRM KELLY'S BLOG I wont forget the moment we passed. bcz we getting graduated! So... My baby ! miss u lotsa! I were so surprised when u asked me to do wat I wanna to . I so touch to heard tat. The 1st time, u support me to trust Kai loon. The 1st time, u support me to wait. I just.. hmm.. I will zhang hei geh larh !!!!! The day hang out with family
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22rd of feb , I hang out with my family. The day also count as my family day. Lolx.. I love the moment so much !As usual , we have to go old town for bought the fried fishes n a=most of the shops were off. bt it's ok .. We were discussing wat we should had lunch on the way . Mei Yoke restaurant , Pizza hut , rainbow street , 1919 , MP , ... bla bla bla.. Finally, we decided to go jusco for Pizza hut ! Bcz we cn continue shopping thr ! Yea... It is my younger sis , wei wei . We called her Tum tum .. Did u all watch the ninja b4 ? I forgot wat the hell name bt it is nice. Yea.. the boy who called tumtum is so cute like her ! My sis..so we called her tumtum... When we reached Pizza Hut, have a meal 4 , haiwaii chicken n thai seafood. I had pissed off with the problem of "sry miss.. Our chessy is out of store." .. I alw heard this whenever I went Jusoc Pizza Hut ! . Wth ... bt watever.. I wont go thr anymore .. although the serve is excellent. N I JUST discover tat , the decoration of Pizza Hut was.. Lolx.. Wont to spam PizzaHut. bUT,plz improve ur job larh .. the pineapple.. was suck under ur job! @@ ![]() Sure we had took sum photos. my sis .. me.. Nice moment thr . N I was sms with my mui, kit mun. N so Ken Chau . after buying sum tibits for my frens. we get bek to home.. I was like hell happy! Bcz the magazine thr was so nice ! N my sis love chicken-chop! So, we straightly went wooley~ Lolx.... Have a nice reading thr .. n my parent was went wooley for the curry mee. Our younger gang was sat thr . I reading, older sis sms.. my younger sis ,tumtum keep talking a lot bcz she so bored!!! N she talk this...同黎地出来吃野真是 。。好无 。。。 不讲野的!” I stopped reading book n my sis stoped sms. We just laugh n chat with her. Lolx.. feeling my sis is getting to same with me.. funny a lot~ Hmm ..bek home abt 11..If din mistaken .. LOLX... HAPPY DAY 1st day return to skul
Monday, February 22, 2010 | 10:09 PM | 0 comments
Thr is nth special today , bt the weather was too hot !! N it let me headache seriusly . I'm feeling like my head is getting to explore soon . bt soon , I have sum herbal tea .. Lol I had my tough time in class tdy , just slp after recess ... I slpt 6 period ! Omg~ ok~ hmm ..I'm going to have exam next week , n my fren asked me to "dinner" idk wth dinner was tat bt it is .. DINNER I sure I'm going to join them steamboat or just normal drink ? I think we cn have sum dishes in restaurant . Bt, I'm nt going to suggestion bcz they must say .. I'm crazy. zhen yao wil me fetch tat day . I feeling like so exciteed !!!! Without ken chau ..I stil have my fren .. Feeling so hot Funny
Sunday, February 21, 2010 | 7:24 AM | 0 comments
I have no idea for my sis ! She was so cute sumtimes. When I was really unhappy n upset, she wil do sumthing tat let me Lol. She is so cute !!Ok .. she is a fatty little girl , who standard 2 this year . She had a very loveable heart n angry temper . Maybe she affect by us , she alw talks sumthing tat let others laugh like hell . Wat can I said .. she is so funny ! Lolx.. I went supper with her just now . I asked her dun try to move n ply the motor. She doesnt listen it at all , instead , she is excited very much ! She run here run thr .. N said .." POPEYE!" lOLX.. So,I just let she be... She try to move the motor to knock my fren's motor! Bt, she just a kid!! N she let the motor fall now !! When she stil hold the motor tightly , she said.." 2jie..help!!..help!!" .... I stand beside n keep laughing .. Lolx.. Sure she cnt effort to move the motor n let it fall down. N she like a fan shu gem ..ask me help her ...Lolx... I just glad to have a sis like her !!! btw..I have my new num.. ask me ..my frens... wat a happy day Arguement
Friday, February 19, 2010 | 7:56 AM | 0 comments
I received a call within 5 mins B4 . My uncle who live in England .sumthing happened in my family . tat was about my younger uncle n my grandmom . They .. have sumthing wrong ... Today, as I was slpping. my sis came bek frm the shop , told us tat , sumbody quarrel in shop. My grandmom asked my uncle n aunt apologize to her . with .. 下跪,斟茶,上香 ,发誓 The way of the old women solve problem . Wat of the reason they quarrel of .. sry for .. cnt telling... it is ... hmm ... My mom came bek after half an hours . she keeps crying until now . her eye turns red n tears drops down when she us tat. Having a small family meeting in evening. My aunt thr ... She din cry , instead of , finding the way . Do they really wanna apology ? Or ... just... Idk .. her sentences was hurted my younger aunt very badly .. Hmm.. So I said .. "你们某睬佢 , 老人家嘛。。。等死。。。 等佢emg 多两emg .. 就某也。。。” they accept my idea n .. din even gv damn to my grandmom. bt my mom stil upset until cnt fall aslp nw . She crying for ... wat ??? Annoy!!!!!!!! On Myself
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I am not, by any means, a Shakespeare, Stephen King, or John Grisham. It would take enormous amounts of time, practice, and effort to be considered a long shot at a Pulitzer Prize. Yet, I intend to progress my writing by setting more achievable goals, building on new ideas, and developing new skills. Also, I will use the advice of instructors and peers, and draw from previous writing experiences to mold this and future writing experiences. When I sit down to write, I must do so in a clean, well-organized, and well-lit area. The space must be free from distractions, such as the television or radio, so that I am able to focus and gather my thoughts. I like to begin my writings similar to the way William Stafford says he starts, "To get started I will accept anything that occurs to me." Writing down any thought that will help support and provoke more thoughts and ideas. When my thoughts become cloudy, I like to rise from my seat and walk around speaking out ideas to myself. I find this practice helps to jumpstart my brain activity and clear my foggy mind. Most of my writings have been those of the classroom assignment variety. The assignments consist of free writes, essays, research and term papers, but none of these come to mind as an experience worth noting. I never had a writing published or received any type of an award. I seldom did any wrtiting out of school, or writing for leisure as some might say. The bottom line is, I just don't have te time to write for leisure, with a full time job, attending night school, and raising two children, my day are consumed rapidly. If I did have the time to sit down and write, I'm not sure that I would write. I keep most of my thoughts to myself, not on paper. Although it does feel nice to express my thoughts and feelings onto the page. I can see my thoughts unfold, and I can organize them to develop new ideas.The only writings I do these days, outside of school, are memos and proposals for my occupation. I work in an office for an interior design center. These memos and proposals are not personal and are not very thought provoking. Therefore, do not serve many purposes in helping me to become a better writer. Another resource I like to use, and in my opinion the best resource, is people.My mother, for example, is a bright and intelligent woman who helped me significantly during my school days and who continues to guide me through my adulthood. She is an Assistant Principal at a parochial school after having been an English teacher for some twenty odd years. She was even my eighth grade homeromm teacher. Whether it was a question about an assignment or about life, she never gave me the answer. Instead she would guide me and encourage me use my own thoughts, ideas, and intuitions. copy frm wed crazy nite
Thursday, February 18, 2010 | 2:19 PM | 0 comments
Ok , 1st of all , I feel like tonite was the " teen's nite" for me ! The crazy unrest ! crazy eating ! Chill with fren ! wow~ wth so joyful ! Well , We had a funny chill dinner with Jason n my sis we laughing a lot thr , letting others else think we r crazy ! so wat ? we dun care . Hmm , after dinner . We had watched 3 movies in my hse . Hm.. I think he spent the whole nite in my hse . Lolx. watched the "ring " , " 有只僵尸暗恋你"..n " wat nanny " so it was a lot of fun when we watch ring . Lolx.. shock until yell uncontrolful . Laugh bcz of self-shocking. Lol.. wat can I decribe .. a word ! Crazy ! Lolx ... Then we had a supper with nice n cheap mee goreng . the nice taste ! I like it lotsa . den .. he gotta bek ~ Lolx spent a whole nite with him . continue this life tmr again . bcz he gonna leave soon .. Sad ... bt nvm ~ I like him more than ... Ken .. lolx.. "like " nt "love " Ok ? Jason ! hey .. rmb tonite is in ur home ! I ready to get a nice huge meal ! Lolx.. LMao.... A very crazy nite zhi ying
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U brighten my life , like a candle of my life . U greet my life, like a joke of my life. My love for u was plain to see, it show all over me . The love so strong it , couldn't b wrong. It should last an enternity, bt now , it is just a memory . My heart is fulled of ur love, I tried to push u bek, bt gudbye u alw said to me. Now pain is all to see, even my fren abandone me, the pain continuos, when it wil stop ? Hurt u r given to me . I hate u more than I love u . Hate Ken Once again I lost control
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 | 8:16 AM | 0 comments
Not really can control my emotional very well. EQ bad than I think . Once again , I lost control n cry louder . I so suffer . N how u can treat me like tat !? I so sad . Love is sucks! it totally sucks! I hate being in love. I dun wan being hurt anymore. If I sick , u rather spend ur time to ur fren , den I do really noe tat , how far we have now. Baby , tonite was a lonely nite , like I walking alone in street . the cruel wind blow hardly , I fall down , n u doesnt beside me . Mayb u hugging another else . Idk .. N I dun wan to know. this fews days , I wil learn to .. how to broke up with u . I means.. really borke up. learn how to control my tear frm falling down . learn to stop thinking how I sweet with u . learn how to dun miss u. learn how to get bek to my normal life . learn to smile n laugh . learn how to forget u.. Upset .. whr r my valentine present ? Bcz ofu , I made a cake for u. learn to make . try to ... bt .... u nt willing to receive tat cake . ok ... fine!! U busy everynite! nvm ! I'm ok ! sure I'm ok ! I have my blog to express my feeling. bt after monday , I wont contact u anyway . Let me bcum the leader once . let me , have a prepare to broke with u . let me cry .. bt afer monday . I wil b a brand new zhi ying . dun noe Y ppl wil cry .. can sumone teach me a way to stop crying? I cnt fall asleep ... zhi ying dun cry .. he doesnt worth for ur tears . U loving sumone else . told urself. u loving sumone else. nt him ... I wil better ... Angry
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I was darn down now . I felt like fever . hmm ... exhausted .. omg~ I call u .. Ask u to sing song for me! bt wat u say ! .. shit!!!! I was so suffer here ! n how u treat me !? I hate u !!!!!! Wth bf u r !? u promised me tonite wil call me. n when I call u , U told me tat .. u wil sing for me tmr . I dun wan !~!!! U r lier!!! I told myself . I wil really broke with u on next week. tat time, U can have ur world . N I can have my loads of chaser . shit!!!! hate u lots!!! lier! cheater!!! Dun wan choi u anymore!!! this fri .. I'm nt going to hang out with u ! stupid ! wat u had promised , u forgot all of tat~ u used to be like tat. .. N.. I wont love u anymore !!! I b more patient for u, n now u bully me bek ! wth ! shit!!! Nid sumone to comfort me now.. I so suffer ... *crying I hate Ken chau Dear
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Sumone said , Each person must have her/his own specific character. Every song can represent a person . so , how abt u think ? My dear told me tat zhiying--童话, nothing gonna change my love for u, if i were a boy Bryan is 七天追到你 I just feel damn funny for ken .. wat bad day !!? hey ! can dun b so fun like tat ... ? bad day for ken .. damn !! Lolx zhiying...have u ever listen "分手快乐” sing by 梁静茹 ? 我无法帮你预言 委曲求全有没有用 可是我多么不舍朋友爱得那么苦痛 爱可以不问对错 至少要喜悦感动... 分手快乐请你快乐, 你可以找到更好的... I hope u can be more happy , no more sad bcz of him. He is not good likes tat ..I told u many times dy until I bcum speechless...If u feeling sad , my shoulder will always borrow to u... If u feel lonely..can call me for chat at anytimes.. likes b4 u loss ur phun...chat until midnight...crazy of us... Hey..my darling... I always support u geh...dont be so touching oh...hehe... copy frm dear's blog .. consider to copy right n privary . I'm nt going to show up name. My dear , I so .. touch for view this . I knew since I gt troubles , U r damn worry about me . Bt, I wil fine soon. I knew U speechless for my love stuff. bcz U knew, I'm such stuborn like stone! I just.. try to let our argue lesser .. Try to ..peace .. bt..he doesnt... doesnt care about me ... U knew.. the way he shown in class.. n I knew tat.. My posostion in his heart. is lower than his fucking fren . yea.. fucking fren is bek again . So wat!? I jsut scold his fren today .. Lolx (tel u tmr nite.) I was so surprise tat , U noe wat means of Nth gonna change my love for u.n the fairy tale. It is all for him . The most frequency song he sang to me n comfort me everynite. Lolx.. Miss tat stupid dupid sound. Lolx Hey..If I were a boy.. I sing it for u !! Und ?? Lolx... fOR ME.. Kelly is song of Lao Po . U noe tat means. whenever I heard this song. automatically I think u . n ..HAHAHA.... Lolx Feeling like .. fall in Love with u .. how ???? Anyway ... I LOVE YOU FUCKING MUCH LIKE HELL!!!!!
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IDK wat title is suitable to use here. I visited my primary skul form teacher this morning with my old classmates . We din take any photos , bcz we do really nt as close as last time. Sumtimes I feel tat , sum gathering like this doesnt really boring" like I think . Instead , I felt it was the only time I can meet my old frens again .My gog wil b gone tonite . He ask me out for a drink tonite. I'm sure ok. I feel ... like .. nt really wanna he go ! I miss the time he find me everyday in the evening . U noe .. I just hate tat fucker tat he beat in skul !!! If tat stupid fucker try not to challenge my gog . den my gog wont beat him n nt expel by the stupid skul !!!! Y skul doesnt gv a chance to him ? Y!? WTH ! Started feel our distance getting far n far . Like me n him doesnt couper . hmm .... Mayb I suppose to be satisfy wat I own now . nt to disatisfy wat I wan . MAYB I should like a sheepy girl , patient for everything of my bf . Although it doesnt my style ... watever. .. let it pass ... Try have a new mind
I was too rush yesterday. N I like the way my cousin bek to hometown. Yea ... This cny does very boring bcz ..without any love .. I'm going to ... keep fit lurh ~~~~~~~~~~~
wanna that pork chop .. die !!!!!!!!~ The socond day
Monday, February 15, 2010 | 3:26 PM | 0 comments
today was the seond day tat we broke up so far ..I'm fine . Kelly .. just tell u wat happened . I broke up with chau chau , in valentine day . Just like tat. hmm ... more detail is .. tat day , after I called u , he beside me . den .. we went field .. hmm .... for passing the Valentine's day . afterwards , his fucking frens called him again . Idk wth Y he gonna busy like a bussiness man .. U noe, even , he being with me .. he stil like tat.... I was piss off ... N asked him go ... I cnt imagine tat, he dare to go away ... I ride alone in around 1 am ... hey ! wth ! So, I called him n ... suggest we get bek fren better. I just talk rudely without any bad words .. it hurts him tat let him ignore me till now. Heartbroken serisly ... I wish to call u .. bt.I sked I disturb u ..so I better give up .. same stuff... he did cheat me again !! Bing , he doesnt care any frenship of u. n my love too .. He just care his fucking stupid frenship tat all is fake!!! wth ! I so angry n so sad .. bing.. Love doesnt the only thing tat I own . bt , without love .. I cnt survive very well.. without ken chau .. zhiying was dried. sry for the dissapointed. for the foolness.. I did it again . no matter wat.. jz I ..hope i have a choice choice to save our love. all my frens.. plz gv sum support , I knew both of u .. doesnt support. N I .. wasnt too .. Tat was a very daily action to call him , tel him how much i love him.. I cant find a guy tat let me cry such seriusly . I cnt find a guy tat let me hurt so badly. I cnt find a guy tat ..I love him so much Although I knew he doesnt view my blog .. bt I stil hope he cn view this post .. try dun cruel to me. I dun noe when my strength wil used up, I dun wan .. stop my step to forward to u . please...daddy .... Please
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Please dun treat me so cold .Please leave me ... if u dun love me.. dun .. dun ever punish me in this way .. I love u so much.. I love u .... with my whole heart ... Down
Sunday, February 14, 2010 | 7:04 PM | 0 comments
I dun noe wat wil I b frm nw n later soon . All the loliness around me .. Bt, if u wanna leave me I wont stop u . Tat isnt my style . I gonna grew ... I knew ..love isnt the only thing tat I own I knew .. he isnt the Mr.right for me . I knew.. nobody support this relationship I knew.. I was very suffer . den ..I knew ... it is time to put it down . I'm alrite now .. unless it stil have one week for my remerdy .. I wont think him anymore .. I ... feeling so sad .. bt.. I wil find my way to happy .. I like this ending .. peace broken up .. we isnt tat suck close relatinship instead of bcum stranger no cheat anymore .. watever stuff .... I start forget today .. concentreate my study .. for my SPM .. Nt going to date any boy .. fear of love .. I wish I have a beer now .. to let me..slp .. tonite ... tonite.. I wil forget anything .. no more heartpain .. no more sadness .. zhiying's single life is suck Valatine day
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we have a talks last nite tat Let me forgive him .He saved his love with his own method n I by this method. 非芷不娶 Lolx.. I was so so touch tat .. I can feel his love is loads. but..lastly .. I was boke up with him ... sake for.. he alw..did the same wrong thing . sad for ... passing my valentine day alone . I'm super duper suffer after he left . I was ..crying .. n .. I almost knock a car ... The burden in my sholder was heavier than I imagine . so ... I better ... choose ...sumthing tat gud to me . I wasnt down since I have a drinks with frens . We went the mamak stall for drinks around 1 am we bek around 3 ... I can feeling the coolness of air.. it lets me feel uncomfortable so I called him .. bt.. he ignore me too ... watever ..... I hate him ... n I knew he wil not read my blog too .. It is time for choose sumthing tat treat me gud .. It is time for ..forget ..who is ken chau I was tired about him
Friday, February 12, 2010 | 5:28 AM | 0 comments
I was bored to u. The wa u treat me ! Hey man , it was really so so fuck ! I just cnt imagine ... my ex stil concern about me n he still visit my site alw. But, he just let me alone alw .. N ..wat he promised was just boast n fool me around I just cnt stand of u !!!! Ken chau !!!! ![]() I was prepared past my valentinve 's day alone. Mayb I wil pass with my frens.. But, I'm nt gonna prepare any gift or met u... of any way ... Me n u ...... No coupers longer . I'm going to used to my single life. Just...sumtimes ..I wil mis u too much ... N.. dun blame me bcz u alw care ur frens.. those fucking bitchs n bastard!!! sry for my rude.. I nt wanna ... couple with who I love.. couple with ..who care me... zhiying.......... single! Happy new year Fat
Thursday, February 11, 2010 | 7:36 AM | 0 comments
Just have a talk with my old frens.Hmm..fatty .. He told me to keep fit , I bcum very fat recently. I heard tat.... yarh... I fat dy .. It is ..I'm 54KG nw.. omg~ Just cnt imagine how fit when I stil 46 KG. Bt nvm ..I gt my beloved ~ Ken ... No matter how , he stil my lover. N I love him so much . yEA ! I gonna keep fit after cny ... Just let me feel ... The enjoyful of being fat ... cute abit ... free a bit.. N..I just hope .. no boydy chase me anymore.. I sked...... We argue bcz my chaser . U noe .. just too disgust of being argue with him. I love Ken In a relationship
Tuesday, February 9, 2010 | 4:44 PM | 0 comments
In a relatinship with guy may happened a lot of stuff tat we cnt imagine . So , we should take cation alw to avoid sumthing tat we expected to happened. Love is nice but is easy come easy go nowadays. We cant deny tat , guys love girls , but it just happened in a very fast moment. For those very long coupers, they were panic , hw long their relationshi wil keep ? Hmm.through the end. ? Or, gonna say goodbye soon ?Life is shorty trip, Being with beloved is a very happy moment. Wat we chase after is happy life. without love , love doesnt exist. rite ? so .. Love ur boys more than urself, try dun think how hurt u wil got. Try think how much love u wil get soon . ![]() hmm.. girls should b inteligent now. As we grow , our age is getting bigger. So , there were stil have a lot of "younger ladies" , they r threaten us time by time . Guys r jerk ! they love fresh! as a result . we wil b forget soon. wat the hell!! Nevertheless, we cn keep our appearance in well even best to let ur bf pround in front of his frens. Likes, no fat, no dark circles, no messly hair , no out-dated clots . We can have sum fashion to upgrade ourself n have a shopping unless each month a times . Then , we can learn sumthing tat we "din have" . Lolx. it is nice to let ur bf get fresh. Wat the most thing u alw do with ur boy ? Hmm.. do u all say "goodbye, honey , muack.I love u n miss u ." to him ? I got. This is wat the newpaper teach me. N so .. U cn called him."daddy" ..sweet. Have a nice date wil improve ur love. But rmb , try dun get fighting with him. N when u argue with him , try nt to bad temper n wanna break with him. This just wil let u get lose. B patient . U cn also cry .. this is efficient. when sumbody who into ur love suddenly , like ur bf did misstake. One, dun mad . two , think twice. third, think tat , should u forgive him ? If u mad n slap him n tell him "fuck u !!!" .. I cn surely u muz lose. He muz go with the bitch . So why ? I dun like others snatch my thing. I wil calm , n date with him . Never talk about the betray , hug him n cry .. After he comfort u , u told him."I'm nth. at least u stand beside me now." ... " student did wrong question , teacher wil blame him. but , if the student apology n do correction . I tink the teacher wil forgive him. rite?" Look at him n tel him this. I assure tat, he muz hug u n say sorry to u. Lolx.. girl should smart now. Nt just hiding ourself n crying . No.. sad mood
Monday, February 8, 2010 | 10:33 PM | 0 comments
I don't know how to tell you, I don't know what to do, I want to say that I Love You, But our Love is fading too. Your always gone with friends, Leaving me alone to cry, I've been telling you about this, But all you do is sigh. I wish it was like it use to be, You always wanting to hold me, I know that it is just a wish, And that it will never be. It comes without no warning, the tore in my heart was deeper. Twice , couple of times u did tat to me. For now, I think I noe wat was going on . Frankly, I was nt dare to make clearly everything. Truely, Heart is dying like ur knife is kiling. I'mma crying ? supposed not to b tearing . Act like everything normal. Bt, I was nt courage to call u anymore. the feeling kill me again . tat nite...tat girl ... stay beside u ..... n...ur tone as cold as ice. as cruel as devil. frens.......... I'm fine , bt nt alrite. at least, I can laugh in class today .rite? If sumday , u found me tat I suicide. dun b surprise. bcz I control my mind hardly now. Idk when I wil going to lost control. Idk what I wil do the next. thr have a way, den I follow. at least ... at least... I cn b calm in front of him . trying to nt cry bt seem fail Give up
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Had a drinks with him , silence thr... I din make much sound , bcz I was unhappy with him. I called honey n chat with her a while , n he get mad suddenly, he stopped eat his noodles n ask me wat had happened ? I shaked my head n said nth . Take a deep breath. Try think.. bt, he doesnt gv any patient for me. He just keep on ask me the prob n scold me .... I used to be it. He doesnt love me ,nowhere.. If the angel give a sky, I wil paint it like our house, do u rmb ? I bet u forgot . He said, he dun noe me. bt. did he try to und me ? He din ! I assure he din !!! He ..... sigh .... for helpless. If I let him go , my life mayb wil b more meaningful at least, nt lonely even chatting with him. He asked me, Do I trust he love me so much ? He hold my hand , N close to his heart. "I love u "... At the moment, I almost trust . Bt nw.. it just a lie for me.. another cheat.. I nid care..I nid love!! Can u give me !? I'm cnt stand of u anymore !! It is enuf n I gonna..leave u ... GIVING UP ' bcz' HuRT tOO mucH My skul
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![]() Today , when we gatherd in the hall for assembly . Hmm.. it is quite intersting . well ... When Pn.leong is giving a speech , her speech alw freak us out ! n I think her speech was the most funny n lame speech although she gt a lot of claps for the rewards. Anyway , she said... 今天,我有一件很好的事情要和大家分享。那天,我进了一个下午班的课室代课。我叫他们拿出一本簿子写下,为什么他们会选我们学校当他们的选择? 他们给了很多的答案我。 第一 , 学术好 我们学校去年PMR破纪录,xx人数拿全A !! Ok ... our skul was really broke the record . N this time, the form 4 student who shout n yell louder to cheer up the situation. N me too .... although it doesnt my bussiness. 第二 , 师资好 Lol.. no respond .... 第三 ,纪律好 wth!!! Pui ! Disiplin when was well ?? Y I din feel tat ?? Lolx... so ..all of us piss the teacher ! N me.. laugh like hell ... wat larh~ out skul ?? wat also .."叫你妈妈来、、“ 叫你妈妈来” 、 “我要见你妈妈” ...this way to solve the problem .. sucks ! 第四, 没有生命威胁感 第五 , 食堂的食物美味 wat ??? I never go canteen since I form 2 . bcz the food is lame n normal..just..so so .. nt really "delicious".. n My canteen din gt kacang putih sell, even tibit also cnt find at thr ! suck canteen!! Then , the second stall of canteen, omg!!! the soup is used the "washed dishes" water to boil it! walao! the stall one is alw gt fly..croach..n hair... aiyer~~ taste like shit ... 第五 , 环境优美 wlao! wat nice ??? I cn tell u .. if u cum my skul , I cn take u all visit out skul toilet.. each day, 24 hours , thr is alw "smelly" like..shit on floor... yer~ disgust..tat y I dun go toilet... N many others else reason .. 我们兴中的训是亲爱。。。 wat larh ...alw... tat one 娇x。。 this one ..傻x ..this call love ?? den all of my teacher is .... Lolx.. (kidding) hmm ~~ tired n ... I was bored to ken chau ~ Hmm........ better spent my time on my own ...
Saturday, February 6, 2010 | 3:12 AM | 0 comments
I was belated updated this post. It is 3rd of febraury 2010. Hmm... Wednesday , yea, the only day I din tt . Lolx.. so my mom took us to "ban nian huo"Hmm. I think this is tradisional of every chinese who is buddha. So, we too !! We went Old town, I means.. "the real old town" , nt the kopitian. the one of the most favourate place I wish to go .I love the feeling n scene of old town , it is just like , a special feeling to everyone. Hmm... B4 We started, I skipped skul tat day .Lolx... conclusion .... U r happy to saw tat... but if u deicde to buy.. U r started to headache.. N I saw sumthing thr ! .. tat is my flavourate cny's tibits! It is called "happy beans" Lolx..It taste like salty. So, I bought two packet of this . Wow~ nice!! N Finally , My mom buought a box of Flour . Yea, u rite, tat is flour .. If nt misstaken . N I took this down for praise my hardworking cousin. thx yarh ... Hmm..I love the scene of Ipoh town . It is familiar to me. since I was a little girl , I alw follow my mom cum here for cuy sum neseccary stuff. Everytime , I stand n follow my mom back , I heard how my mom comunicate with tauke, n I aware to surrounding. Hmm..smell the special smell of the shop. Hm..it was my memory .. for old town. After tat, tat is all wat teens do..seld-loving ~ =='..... Lol... |