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sad mood
Monday, February 8, 2010 | 10:33 PM | 0 comments
I don't know how to tell you, I don't know what to do, I want to say that I Love You, But our Love is fading too. Your always gone with friends, Leaving me alone to cry, I've been telling you about this, But all you do is sigh. I wish it was like it use to be, You always wanting to hold me, I know that it is just a wish, And that it will never be. It comes without no warning, the tore in my heart was deeper. Twice , couple of times u did tat to me. For now, I think I noe wat was going on . Frankly, I was nt dare to make clearly everything. Truely, Heart is dying like ur knife is kiling. I'mma crying ? supposed not to b tearing . Act like everything normal. Bt, I was nt courage to call u anymore. the feeling kill me again . tat nite...tat girl ... stay beside u ..... n...ur tone as cold as ice. as cruel as devil. frens.......... I'm fine , bt nt alrite. at least, I can laugh in class today .rite? If sumday , u found me tat I suicide. dun b surprise. bcz I control my mind hardly now. Idk when I wil going to lost control. Idk what I wil do the next. thr have a way, den I follow. at least ... at least... I cn b calm in front of him . trying to nt cry bt seem fail |