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ZhiYing
♔ I am Zhi Ying Chong 18 from Ipoh ♔ .
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Letter "k"
Saturday, March 6, 2010 | 11:04 AM | 0 comments
 The Letter K for my life was unimportant from now!I just hate the feeling for being self-loving!I wanna said sry to all of my fren !Ping.. the ever best fren of me..I have no dare to tell the truth!I had been lie to u .I still couple with him since he gt trouble.On others words, I never break up with himbt the way we act is just like broken up. Ping, I really get hurt seriusly now. I knew all of ur said, all of ur meaning. I chatted n discussed everything tat happened in my life. Even tough the you yu's prob , I wil tell all of those detail n ask advice frm u. But, you noe y the prob Y I had never tel u the truth of I couple with ken . Bcz I sked ur scolding. Did u ever realize, whenever u talk about ken , I wil find other to cover this. If I'm nt in the mood of talking Ken, I wound ever wanna think him ! I wan my happy life! U noe! Ken chau ! I had tired of waiting ur msg , just for tat "reach home , dar" ..wtf!!!! this is wat we called love!!!! Zhi Ying! When u going to wake up frm the lie? When u going to whack all of his cheat!!! Zhi Ying , how many times u nid to accpect the truth n hurt about he kou lui ? When U gonna said .." Ken chau , I'm nt love u anymore" , when u gonna tell queen .." tat fucker ken chau .. how bad is him..." talk all about his bad thing! when u gonna said to ping , "宾，我争气了！这次我真的争气了！” I'm so sad now... for the sake of decision. I trying to make myself tears down , bt , My tears nt falling down instead of my brain ask me to fuck off tat stupid guy with foul language!! But, I just noe after my msg had sent out, it doesnt gt any reply. The feeling doesnt nice huh ? I hope I cn leave the place as soon as possible to let my mind more clearly. I dun wan b so fool like wat they said about me!? I knew it! I knew they keep laughing n whispered tat I'm sohai ! Loving a shit n let them shit used n plying! rite? I knew it!! I knew all of them r ur all sentences!!!! Ping.. I do really hope I cn chat with u.. bt, it has no courage to talk about him in front of u. I have no any mood of prepare exam ..u noe.. How sad! How dissapointed! How ... speechless...!? The feeling of loving a wrong person n hope he loving u bek , Just like the wrong flower sent to ur lover. It doesnt match n it should b seperate for the whole life! Mr.K , can I just leave u ! Wat I sacrified b4 n it just turns up ur one.. "我搞成这样，都是你害得” .. ok , fine!!!! I'm the wrong! I'm wrong since I accept u as my bf n I trust how much u love me! The wrong had did! The mistake cant change, n we just nid to do correction . Rite ? Den I just do tat! No more any true love for me!!! Zhi Ying! The last chance for urself. God.... I just dun wan b sad anymore.,.. When my prince wil come ? huh ? felling down n frustrated. No matter how I happy with my gang, once I get bek home. I text with kok wai, the feeling is different with him. A few msg with him cn let me happy like eatting sweet. But, the game of falling in hell n going to heaven is tired . N how sad if u r heared ur fren said... said...abt... how he ...betray u ... when ur tears dropping down,he doesnt feel anythign to it. He just..no time to care. y? Y we wil get the end so fastly!? I had tolorance so much thing! I accpeted everything now! but y !? U treat me so cruely !? I dun noe who else I cn depand on now. should I supposed to be alone forever ? should no one wil comfort me now? shouldn't it is unfair to me !? No one understand how much I love him !? n no one, cn understand the feeling I having now. I getting to give up myself , bcz it is too hurt. it is too hurt.. I hate this.. I dun wan to heard anything tat about him , cover other thing by listen wat u all told me about him. It is bcz , I just dun wan to hear the truth. I lie myself, he is just make fren .. make fren doesnt wrong!? rite? Bt, lastly, I heard the bad news.. I have totally broke down . Like now. It doesnt a make fren, zhiying! it is not! u noe!!!!! Get up frm now! u stil have chance. Crying is nt showing of lose. It is showing of the sadness express through ur tears. so , it is nt shame. Zhi Ying , wil change her num tmr. Zhi YING , DUN CRY |
