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ZhiYing
♔ I am Zhi Ying Chong 18 from Ipoh ♔ .
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Friday, April 30, 2010 | 6:57 AM | 0 comments
So, I went Elim church with Kelly and queen this afternoon after the skul dismiss. We had been waiting for queen so long time until the bus was past.! Whoops..Luckily , We still can rode bus on time! We took a short break after we on the bus, tat time I had been sat with kelly and Leave queen alone with my bad beside her! Lol.. We move on to the parade after we reached bus station. I keep calling ken for asking the information but seem he was failed to gave.Anyway, when we were high and dry ,xiu keong was fetching us at samtet. Wow! He was feeling like an angel for me. I love you arh! n I promised I WILL treat u KFC Finally ,We reached Elim church. The sun wasn't too shine. The wind blow slow and steady , we stepped toward to the lectures room. I saw Miss.Phang was teaching classed inside the room and we went for toilet, after we came out from toilet, those student were dy came out and the next classes-student were head forward into the class room. I knocked the door and tell the teacher we were the new student . She recognize me and I choose the 1st place to sat down. Wow! It is abnormal action that I did! Lolx.. I tot the standard and level that the teacher teach wasn't too high , the "high" I means is , I tot in the class still got those student who can't do well in English . But, I wasn't look down to those samtet and AMC student. Without any doubtful , they are intelligent. well , Ms phang 's lesson was too great for me. I love her class.. Lolx..She is a skin and bone teacher who speak English fluently and I love her voice.By and large, she is a lovely teacher . Oppx, I still have alot of homework to do , Mt ,MM, English Essay and Account ! what the.... Fine, I reached home at 9 something by bus with kelly and queen. On the way back , I chatted a lot of with queen, The 1st time we chatted without single Chinese word or Cantonese word.That shows that we are success !! wow!! Yarn.... B4 I slp, I gonna told about my sista.. Sandra who woke me up from my wrong thinking. She told me that.. We must do what we like , we have only one life! by sista ..sandra cnt stand of the tiredness ..I gonna slp and..bye all guys...I gonna call him lurh~~
Thursday, April 29, 2010 | 3:50 PM | 0 comments
Elim Church >> See you later :)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010 | 7:10 AM | 0 comments
Today was a chaotic day ! Wat can I said.. Let's me talk about wat I did today. I woke up six in the morning and den after I bathed, I went bought breakfast for myself. Around 6.30 am , I called him for waking him up . After I had my breakfast I went skul. Do my routine in skul , after the skul dismiss,I got a stay-back class for physic . So yea, we went canteen and I had a cup of herbal tea. Bad taste! Then ,we went for the class, today is revised the form4 chapter 3, Buoyance force. Lol.. Yhe Archimedes Principle , Pascal Principal and the Bernoulli's Principle, I knew them and met them again .. it is ok for me ... At 3 , I rushed to the door gate, my mom was waiting me there for fetched me to OMEGA. Ok, after I got into car, I had some pao , nice taste!! Reached Omega around 4 , Got into the class, but cant sit with jia hui, I tot I will boring. But, I knew a new fren thr, she is Yee sien , a nice , intelligent and kind girl who came from PGS . wOW~ i HAVING A NICE chat with her.. She was made me to laugh louder when she talking abt her skul .. Lolx! After the tt finished.. hoorey~ I finally free ..but I have a short shopping in jj with my sis . I bought some donut for him , wen and queen . Kelly, sorry , bcz the muffin was sold out.. I buy for u next time.. Ok ,after that, I reached Bercham. Lol.. not going to meet boon yong is going for the K10. Wow~ new shop thr.. I love there .. Nice taste... ! try clay port rice thr.. tat is nice .. Finally,I slpt on the way bek . Omg.... I feel my bones was crashed. I so tired. sigh ....... My com catch some problem just now, but I fixed it with help of boon yong..thx yarh ,ji mui The important tat I wanna told now is taT I gonna take part in the Poster creator from The star that sponsor by Pizza hut. The detail I will post on tomorrow..
Tuesday, April 27, 2010 | 6:53 AM | 0 comments
nightmare I had a nightmare that disturb me everyday, I woke up every single morning with fearful and I had never ever gotta forgot the nightmare! It comes into my life for half an hour. Since I got break up with him, the nightmare remind me that, he belong to me no more. The nightmare is quite mist , and in a drizzling situation.I was standing beside the pond, listening to the sound of cricket , the sound of frog , the sound of the natural. It is so peaceful with them , within 5 minute , he was shown up. He was running over here , my heart was bumping so fast as I can't even follow the beat. Take a deep breath , RELAX! "Hi..." I said ..He flapped the water that dropped in his shoulder. "Hi..." He said. the sound is so great for me! we always used to date at here, the back of the school building. For the day we started , he gave me a rose and I kept it inside my drawer until now. He started to chatted some topic like he used to be said . "How are you , Ashley?" "Fine , dude.." I smiled . "great! Uhmm.... " He hesitated. "Haha , what you hesitated for ?" I asked , I knew a prom night is coming soon and I bet he is going to invite me be his partner in the night . And, he is shy ! I continue , "Isn't you gotta ask me something about the prom ? U can just go on." I turned back and smiled, I am really don't understand what he is shy for? Everything is fine . "Ashley , I gotta something wanna tell you, but... " His sound changed . "Ok, u can go on.. my dude..." "I gotta be the prom with Christina." The sound cracked me badly.I have nothing faith to speak.It was staggering me . "I am sorry. Ashley. I .. do sorry for you" "You been with her now ? isn't it ?" I utter. "Ashley ,calm down ..I ..I don't even know the thing will went on like now. I am sorry" He aplogized . Do u think his apologize useful ? It is absolutely no! "Do you been with her now!?" I sobbed and asked. "Yea..I'm sorry ..I hurt you." I cried and lost control .I slapped him . After that, I ran away . Since the day, I have never ever seen him . The prom night , my school were emphasis on it , the big function that include the all school of state, Everyone had joyful on there. But I have not. Instead , I hide myself in my room for counting my pieces of broken heart. Thing went half an years , He is still the reason that I tears drop on my book , the only thing I keeping on wishing star. His song was I still singing right now this moment, his letter was I kept until now . My dairy is fulled of his name. I can't even forgot him , I love him . My god , My dear Jesus , when can I put down the nightmare? Monday, April 26, 2010 | 8:28 AM | 0 comments
SANDA KIT MY SISTA  Dumped my blog for one day !! wow! My dear bloggie..I miss u a lot~~ XD Well, today I gonna talks abt my sista! she is Sandra Cheah .. Lolx.. Actually , she is kinda talkative , kind and sweet person! I glad tat I met her in my life... I got one more best fren in my life. The story we met each other is quite long,, and tat is .. quite complicated.. so..skip it!! ROFL!! I chatted with sista fews nite.. I found out tat.. she is the person who quite match with me.. We can got our humor ,even tough we havent meet b4! U even closer than me and my best fren in real life.. Lolx.. Sista! U made my day ! I love you !  Sandra with her bf .. wow!! Ah sok ... Treat my sista "baik-baik" .. if nt..I not gonna "lepas" you .. LOL sista sandra My high school life
Saturday, April 24, 2010 | 7:16 AM | 0 comments
It was 2010 , at the began of the year 2010, I would like to said , "gotcha in your life!" . Everyone had it own life experience , those experience made the person who successful or failure in life. For me, I gonna finished my life of high school and stepped toward to the reality world . I am reading my physic reference book and preparing for my Spm exam.I put down my book and close my eye , for taking a short break. Just a short moment , many vivid memories spring to my mind.I started to fall into my thinking. For every single day , I wake up in the 6 of morning . After I went on bath, I am waiting my mom's breakfast that she deliver from the tiny-small stall. After I enjoyed my breakfast, It is time for me to go school. I reach school and 7.14, and I always was the one was the late! The prefect even knew my excuses of my late, He asked me , " traffic jam right?" ,I grin, and silence .That was one my part of high school life too! I went toward to the foyal of my school, that was a big all behind the foyal. we used to gather inside of the hall and notice to the advertisement that come from teachers. After this, we go back our class by row by row . But our row never been queue well-formed! I sat on my seat , and started aware to my surrounding.Time before the teacher arrived on my class, my classmate was chilled non-stopping and some of them were doing their duty on sweep floor. My best friend that is queen and kelly was never even stopped their argue on who is the prettiest of my class, I think that , It is not important as long as you have your knowledge and wise in your tummy. Nevertheless, teachers was came faster for finish their skill. One of my favorite subject is English. Every one was compulsory to take this subject because this is the second language of Malaysia. My English teacher is Miss Maria, she is a lovely and responsible teacher who never ever blame me on my mistakes. It was only a few of my classmate love English lesson, they instead to do other's subject homework when the lesson is going on. Miss Maria always ask us to write more and talk more to inprove our writting and pronounce skill. She concern me a lot in the class although I have a so-so level on my pronounce skill. She always asked us to stay-back after the school dismiss and teach me how to pronounce the word well . But, I always make disappoint of her, And she never ever give up me too ! I am so greatful to have a good teacher as good as her. A competition of english skill was approaching. Teacher recommend me to take part in the competition. The competition was including the whole perak chinese student, and I knew that, the well-known school .SMJK sam tet will also participate in this competition. I am hopeless even frustrated and stressful after I sign up the form. The days go so fast, it is the day of the english competition. I went there by Maris's car. I were received a pen and a white paper. The title of the article is " when a person be grateful , He feel happy" .I done the paper with half an hour , I am the 1st one and the faster one who pass up the paper. After 2 hours, all of the participate was sat in the hall and waiting the result. The hall was quiet, I can fell a strong subdued silence among of us. The lecture gave some welcome speech for us and after that , she open the doubts and suspicions of us. The 3rd price was a malay , who is a pretty girl , the 2nd price is a Indian boy who have a "botak hair". The champion is coming out soon, the rest of them hold their breath , trying to hear the lecture's word. "The champion is from , shing chung high school ! Chong Zhi Ying " .. I am so surprise and shock when I hear the lecture said! I cant even made a sense of it and Maria was cried beside me and she shake hand with me with congratulation. The way I stepped foward the stage, I heard a lot of claps , they are praising me with this way ! I received my award! The singal of the success!! Hoorey !! The short break time was end, I got back to my reference book , with Chemistry and Sejarah . Anyway , The life of high school do made me a lot of sweet memories and I hope I can stay longer in shing chung, My school .
Friday, April 23, 2010 | 8:46 AM | 0 comments
I made sumthing clear now .. They din couple.. the boy met the ply girl .. Lolx.. I dun noe Y suddenly I feel so happy... Sigh ... Instead of crying alw..I prefer I have my mood right now The girl ..Nice to meet u .. I knew mayb u wont viewed my blog.. but hopefuly ... U gonna treat ur gf single-mind.. dun ever flirt with boy anymore... Tat;s y ur bf is so fierce N The boy..... Feeling pity to hear tat... I supposed to advice u , but Tat is not space .. we no longer fren .. We no longer...couper.. we are stanger.. even more.. We treat never meet each other b4... No deny, I love him so much .. bt .... I trying to put down .. trying to .. Today, I finally comfirm that, We are going to elim church for english tt!! Hoorey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I waiting my English A!!!! Thursday, April 22, 2010 | 5:30 AM | 0 comments
为什么要成为他呼则来，唤则去的人呢？他不是你的谁，你没了他不会怎样的，他不是你的脚（用来走路），他不是你的鼻子（用来呼吸），他不是你的心脏（用来跳动），他更不是你的脉搏，没有了他，你依然是可以活得好好的，你不一定只有他才能活下去的。你和他是个别的个体，没有说少了谁世界就停止转动，时间就会停留，别傻了，没这回事的！世界上少了谁都可以活的，视乎你怎样面对，怎样度过罢了。 Kelly , I'm sorry to let u dissapointed again . I'm sorry.. This time I am promised myself , I will give up absolutely . I dun noe aren't I will success , but I am trying . I so hurt ..Today ,I meet him in pasar malam, I supposed stay in home but I out to buying titbits for my sis . I met him .. Suddenly feeling like cry ... And I do .. My mind is fulled of his sentence actually , NO SANDRA NO KEN .. I had said this last time no ..No Ken .No zhi ying. .. but now... Zhi Ying is lost .. truely ..lost ... I dun wanna think so much .. But I can't. I dun wanna make comparison between me and her. Bt I cnt .. I dun wanna do a lot of thing.But I cant ..I cnt....... I am thinking the sake.. Y he gonna treat me like this..I suppose to ask ..but I have no dare. I suppose to ask ..I have no any courage..... I thinking of his sentence. He said , last time , I treat him as a "spare" , bcz I told him tat, I love jia hui .. He such fool ..he such idiot.. n me too .. such foolish .. such awkward! 和他恋爱那么辛苦，何不尝试放手，算放生他，与其同时其实你也在放过你自己 Yea.. fong shang ..u rite..... god bless me... 你投入全部的精神力气来经营这段感情，但你有没有想过，你付出多少，不一定你可以收到一样多的爱的。你珍惜，他不珍惜；你爱他，他爱她，何必呢？ 你爱他，他爱她 ... I knew... I knew...... wat a cruel 你爱他，他爱她
Wednesday, April 21, 2010 | 7:24 PM | 0 comments
 I texted kelly last midnight. I hope I can have you .. You encourage me everytime N everytime I am sad.. I think of you... I need my best friend beside me... and you are my best choice... Kelly... I tell a story that so funny! Once upon a time, A girl love a boy deeply.She broke with the boy and she still loving the boy. A windly night, it supposed to be a peaceful night but that was the most hurt night that she past. The boy got a new gf , and at the beganing the girl doesnt care it , bcz she trust the boy love her too. But , she found she was wrong. The night, the boy told his story to the girl. Their 3 year's belief was broke that night. The bot state out that, how much his new gf is outstanding , the boy state out that how much their love each other ..the bo state out everthing is just so fabulous with his gf ! The boy state out that .. NO SANDRA NO KEN How hurt... The girl felt her body is trembling seriusly. Truely , her can felt her heart is broking. She closed up her eye , listening to the sound .. is full of the "s" so fuck ! She keep listening. N finally, she uttered."stop talking.." but the boy doesnt gave damn . The girl got hurt badly. She cry louder! She sob louder! The best ever hurt tat he was given.The girl's heart was broken , and falling apart to the floor. she was losing her spirit. She was lost .. Sumthing frm her best fren spring to her mind. without any doubt , the boy ..really no worth ! U rite..kelly.. U rite... she is the loser now.......the girl cry till her eye was swollen , and she no dare to go to school. She knew that ,she must be lost control in skul .. This morning, the girl woke up, and the 1st sense is.. her heart ..is such painful.. N she cry the next. The girl listening the song that the boy singing for his gf. The girl knew tat.. she is lost.. she is lost... End ... Wat a damn lame story.. Kelly, I keep fit now.. n pls do remind me, no matter wat... dun ever let me couple anymore.. bcz the wound... is getting deeply... 'today 'zhiying 'where 'are 'you '? she is lost
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Today ,When I stepped down from the Omega tuition. I wait my parent so long time! I dun noe where they did went but they came late about half an hour! Oh shit! .. anyway ,I din sound anything bcZ i SO angry after I got into the car. The next thing I do is take a rest. N my dad was decided to take us to go to pizza hut restaurant. Wow! I was thinking! great~~ But the 1st thing is, I gotta went amc 1st for my registration , Lol. hold on ,I am not going to transfer to AMC, I went the opposite of thr for the registration of english tt. There called Alim church . Nice place when I went thr. After that , we went pizza hut in the Ipoh centre thr which neatby The store. The best ever Pizza hut branches of ipoh. I order some usual flavor of pizza for my parent and then I went over the store for hanging around. Nothing gains . sO, TURNS BEK to pizza hut.  Suddenly. I think back to my chillhood . Lolx.. My chilhood was full of MCD . but, Pizza hut appears too .. I love haiwaii chicken. Lol.. Below was the original base for pizza hut. I ate it when I was lil girl .But , as I grew older , that had a lot of new invention tat attach Human's stomach . That is why Pizza hut was popular so much !!!   The latest invention is the cheesy loaded , But I doesnt like this! bcz It so simply! I love the Cheesy lave base with thai seafood ! Wow! it is so tasty ! yummy~~ thumb up!! In ipoh, there have 5 branches including tesco , jusco , giant, ipoh garden ,and Ipoh Centre. The most satisfying is Ipoh centre's branches which nearby the store! The best! I went there alw. Some of them love Jusco one , bcz there in jj and young can enjoy their lunch or dinner thr. But, Why we have to suffer our tummy and pay for the suffer? I never ever went thr since I got twice heard "sry ..we are out of store " the taste of tat doesnt nice compare to Ipoh centre... Anyway ..I love ipoh centre's branches A LOT!!! Pizza hut.......... Pizza hut.. my daddy's beloved..lolx
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Friendship Bravo For me, without hesitation , I say Friendship Bravo ! I am a little young ! I had a lot of fantastic and fun waiting for me to discover . Everytime I think back to my primary school life , Many vivid memory spring to my mind, and it help me across a lot of stressful tough night. Regardless to the quality that I attach to these memories , They constitute the person I am today n the early experiences of my life. I had a gang of good friend in my life, they are Kelly , Queen , Tracy , etc . I can't even live happy without one of them. But, one of them , Was my best ever! He is ken . The person who gave me a lot of ups and downs. The ups is he made me happy whenever I am pissing m the downs is he gave a such big hurt n wound for my heart , and he gone , forever and ever. We knew since he was transfered in my school and we were in the same class. The action that he catched my attention is that he answer the English question from teacher with very well ! But I am not really like him , and even repel him to be my friend. For nothing , He was snatch my attention by teacher.Teacher love him very much . He is outstanding in every subject , he was the 1st in our class. I set him as my opponent. I hope someday I can defeat him. Nevertheless, Thing goes on like attach to destiny, He become my best friend when I was once fall into a stream and he rescue me without thinking single second. The hard memory that I have is occur from I was walking at the side of stream. I can't mention that, In front of me was a rubbish with plastic surface and wet. I stepped on it n falled into the stream. I struggling in the middle of the water! I don't know swim somemore . I thought I will die at the time, But he appears like the light of Jesus appears. He jumped into the water n swim to my direction . He pulled me to the side of stream . SINCE the time, I appreciate his brave and his courage . We become best friend . We can share a lot of secret , and spend a whole night just for waiting sunset. We walking over a city with big hand holding small hand. We smile togather , We cry togather, we ... laugh togather and we do everything for each other. Someone said, our relationship is definately "over" the normal friendship. But I do feel that is nothing special between us. Maybe they right , so how do I explained this ? I am puzzled. The day was black cloud cover the sky , the humidity of air is heavy. I feel cool and uncomfotable , I try to date you . But , You told me the saddest thing of my life. The happy chapter changed to subdued silence of my room quickly. I feel the phone was so cold like your voice. The brooding atmosphere immediately run freely ! You hang the called up . We are ended. U gonna transfer to a new school . U not gonna accompany me untill I had my excellent result, U broke your promise. I hadn't seen you since the day . Though every of our classmate where you are gone, but I just shake my head and give them a smile . What are you doing right now? I think you are busy for your study . It is lonely night again . Do you miss me ? I miss you a lot ... Friendship bravo ? Love bravo ? I said... I love friendship ! Bravo ! Tuesday, April 20, 2010 | 7:07 AM | 0 comments
 I went ur house today , I dun noe Y i will accept ur invite.. Ok.. anyway ..I went it! We chilled in ur room, Messy still.. Smell.. badly.. The smoke smell.. U changed a lot! Ok ,We chatted half an hour .. I asked u .. Y u cry so badly last nite.. U have no dare to tell.. But I knew it.. She dumped u.. damn fucking good! U told me .. u got hurt badly.. Like.. heartbroken seriusly... N u cry louder in my shoulder.. U asked me , Y she treat u so cold!? I silence.. n have no idea. Bcz...I am thinking the same question too .. smile.. in front of u... cry .. behind of u.... I still wanna tel u tat.. I love you ... so much ... PS: U asked me to help u call her n explain how much u love her . Ok, I gotta tell u , when u require me. I was so fucking happy ! bcz I have an excuse to fuck off the bitch ..Luckily.. U din .. u said U settle urself.. If not..more n more trouble will coming out.. I should tell the bitch : I'm not a girl that you can ply with ! fucking emo
Monday, April 19, 2010 | 7:33 AM | 0 comments
Happy birthday to my mommy Today is my mom's bday.. This morning, My uncle back from gold-vision. N He just gave a such big surprise !! Tat He Bought 3 Big Cake!!! The flavour is .. Mocha .. Nice..it full of mocha when u put in mouth Cheese ..Lolx..secret resipe better.. Banana chocolate .. wow!! the famous one!!! So.. I think my uncle love me a lot!! He went it in the early morning.. But I dun noe how come he can came bek with 3 big cake! I think the fees nt cheap also .. anyway ..thank you Fei Jiu ! Hmm.. I ate half of mocha cake! Lolx.. taste N tmr I gonna ate the banana chocolate wow!! somehow.. I gotta share it with my uncle n my mom too ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MOMMY N THANKS YOU JIU JIU Sunday, April 18, 2010 | 9:34 PM | 0 comments
Select your goal.Unlock you personal potential. Commit yourself to your plan. Chart your course. Expect problems. Stand firm on your commitment. Share the reward with others. | 6:19 AM | 0 comments
 I attended the temple class today . I woke up about 8 , bcz my sis nudge me ! Lolx! After I wake , I did my routine . N prepare to the temple. I wore a suitable long jeans n long shirt. Lolx.. A respectful temple style ! Then , I went the restaurant for my breakfast at 9.45 am ! I gotta arrived in 10 . So , the consequent is I'm late with my sis ! When I shown up at thr, those lil kids with naive look n smile n sitting on the floor. I made some register for my sis n Bought two new shirt for me n my sis ! The Tee is white in colour with sentence of advice. I changed the Tee thr n I sat down with my sis. I teached my sis at 1st, bcz I still shy at the begin. I become more comfortable n similar to the surrounding tat stranger to me. Lolx. I saw n took care those cure children. Some of them was angel , while some of them devil ! sOme of them laugh to me , while some of them do not gave damn on my order. In this time, i SHOULD called my sifu , the teacher to settle those naughty children. I saw an sibling who elder bro who is 6 n younger sis who is 4 were quarreling n even fighting.I went side them n separate them often! Lolx!!! But, their look so cute .. I cant even angry or mad at them .. lOLX.. This was the 1st time I attended those temple class.I backed at 12.30pm . I felt so satisfy to attend those charity class. I can find .. My pure heart thr. Mayb there was just only a place tat I happy... Lolx.. I realize tat, I can ply with children so closer. They can accepted me n I can accepted n even love them ! Wow! tat's cool !!!!!!! The next thing I gotta share is, I met him today ! In my uncle's groccery! hE called n said hello to me!! wow! how excited!!!! bt the next thing spring to my mind is, He got new gf! He went barroom ! he.. did a lot of bad to me... sigh ..dun wan mention wat ... I dun wan ...I dun ...I... I miss him.. till now... Gather revision
Saturday, April 17, 2010 | 7:44 AM | 0 comments
I went kelly's place today around 1 with queen. Purpose for reivision sejarah. They reached Kelly's house 1st , N I reached thr about half an hour later bcz I just went bek with my family breakfast . The thing I gotta share is, When I breakfast with parent. My younger was demanded wanna go Merry Brown nearby the restaurant. So my dad gave him 10 n let her go herself. That is enuf larh for a lil girl with a one 2-pieces of fried chicken. But my sis turned bek after 15 mins. N she cried!!!! My mom asked her, wat had happened. n she said tat, She doesnt know how to order in malay ! Lolx..I was lolx tat time! Later on, I took her to go n ordered for her. I saw Ping thr! She was working for a part-time sales girl thr. I was so surprise! N ..I walked thr purposely n nod head with her. sHE approaching me n we crapped a while . I gone! N I went keely's place later on. Though I wasn't revision last nite, I stil can explain my sejarah fluently..Lol.. sejarah..My favourate subject@ Thx my form3 teacher.. PuanLim.. Love her a lot..n miss her lesson a lot After queen was back. I chatted with kelly. We chit- chat a lot n ply with her little nephew. He was so cute! n over-active! Lolx.. anyway..I spent my whole afternoon in her house.. I saw her blog just now.. addicted to her blog recently... Hey my dear..dun think urself too bad.. I heard u gotta work after spm ! wat the hell ... Should u make ur future plan so so so normal !?? u should planed a study in future life! U not suppose to working larh ..it is waste! ok ?  Sigh ... I heared his new just now, right just now!! He is in barroom again !! Damn... I knew. hE WANT THE MAN i WANNA now.. so better .. give up..though I am long time. No more tear falling.. no more heartbroken. The rest is I got the hurt.. Deeply hurt.. Feeling slppy whenever I NOE THOSE THING.. I cant stand of those thing anymore... I gotta die!!! Omg~ Wish I dun love him |
