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♔ I am Zhi Ying Chong 18 from Ipoh ♔ .
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Tuesday, April 27, 2010 | 6:53 AM | 0 comments
nightmare I had a nightmare that disturb me everyday, I woke up every single morning with fearful and I had never ever gotta forgot the nightmare! It comes into my life for half an hour. Since I got break up with him, the nightmare remind me that, he belong to me no more. The nightmare is quite mist , and in a drizzling situation.I was standing beside the pond, listening to the sound of cricket , the sound of frog , the sound of the natural. It is so peaceful with them , within 5 minute , he was shown up. He was running over here , my heart was bumping so fast as I can't even follow the beat. Take a deep breath , RELAX! "Hi..." I said ..He flapped the water that dropped in his shoulder. "Hi..." He said. the sound is so great for me! we always used to date at here, the back of the school building. For the day we started , he gave me a rose and I kept it inside my drawer until now. He started to chatted some topic like he used to be said . "How are you , Ashley?" "Fine , dude.." I smiled . "great! Uhmm.... " He hesitated. "Haha , what you hesitated for ?" I asked , I knew a prom night is coming soon and I bet he is going to invite me be his partner in the night . And, he is shy ! I continue , "Isn't you gotta ask me something about the prom ? U can just go on." I turned back and smiled, I am really don't understand what he is shy for? Everything is fine . "Ashley , I gotta something wanna tell you, but... " His sound changed . "Ok, u can go on.. my dude..." "I gotta be the prom with Christina." The sound cracked me badly.I have nothing faith to speak.It was staggering me . "I am sorry. Ashley. I .. do sorry for you" "You been with her now ? isn't it ?" I utter. "Ashley ,calm down ..I ..I don't even know the thing will went on like now. I am sorry" He aplogized . Do u think his apologize useful ? It is absolutely no! "Do you been with her now!?" I sobbed and asked. "Yea..I'm sorry ..I hurt you." I cried and lost control .I slapped him . After that, I ran away . Since the day, I have never ever seen him . The prom night , my school were emphasis on it , the big function that include the all school of state, Everyone had joyful on there. But I have not. Instead , I hide myself in my room for counting my pieces of broken heart. Thing went half an years , He is still the reason that I tears drop on my book , the only thing I keeping on wishing star. His song was I still singing right now this moment, his letter was I kept until now . My dairy is fulled of his name. I can't even forgot him , I love him . My god , My dear Jesus , when can I put down the nightmare? |
