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Sunday, April 11, 2010 | 10:38 AM | 0 comments
Can I had a right to say I love u ? I love u .. no matter u given ur rite for me! I love u..so much ... I cnt even forgot u.. Tday , was the 2nd day.. I'm waiting ur text... even u wont ... text it.. I din cry ... I laugh , instead. wat's wrong with me? I had no any passion on my study , Without u.. I try so hard for wat ?? for out future ? or my future? Nope..all is fake...it is fake U r gone away forever Even though How muxh I love u , How much I miss u .. I cnt have a way to tell.. bcz I sked , I afraid .. I wil disturb u n ur gf... Like usual, I called him.. sumone...who accompany me in many days..many times.. We chat everyday, share little thing every single second we on phun. He is the one, who encourage me without saying those "cheer up" words.. Nevertheless, He asked me .. the 1st times.. he asked me.. " Actually, how u n ken had been?" I silence.. n haha... "Ur relationship seem so complicated" I tried to explain to him. I ...said.. I love him..forever.. But , he told me.. " Do u suppose blind ur eye n got cheat by him ? year by year!? ok! last year, U forgive him ! This year again ? both of u break up n fine.. how many times routine!? Doesn't u think u r so stupid!? I dun noe how to talk to u .. n even u told me "U DO" if He wiling to change ! Orh shit.. Urself think carefully.. I have no any idea to tell u dy.." After this, we hang the call up.. I love u I love u I love u Do u noe.. Do any one noe.. I love KEN CHAU ! Fucking a lot!!! I can't even thinking off him when I was dreaming! How cum I cn put down those sweet memorizes tat he gave me !? I cnt do it!!I hard to do it!! Can we go the past... Dun ..ever bother any trouble anymore.. Do we ? I'm almost..exhausted |