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I waiting u
Saturday, April 10, 2010 | 8:05 AM | 0 comments
![]() For every single day, I cheated myself in a story , I pretend like nothing going on. I laugh , I smile , I crazy .. like the normal day in life. I flirt with a lot of boy today, tat let me feel disgust. I listening the pop song, I dance n move with the song when going on. Whenever I touch my pc, I told myself to forget him , I delete his fb .. I wont cry for him.. fact prove tat... I'm failure .. I waiting ur msg although I knew u wont send it, I view ur fb by every hour interval , I hope I knew who is ur gf. I almost hate myself being like now! I cnt control myself to laugh, I din even Cry out ... Isnt it too hurt or sad ? I dun noe... I noe tat.. Whenever I shouted.. My tears wont fall down ... Like my love.. wont down bcz of the rock.. Yesterday, I bek frm camp, I knew we arent couper anymore .. long.. but, I called u n asked sumthing over the fren's line.. I got the ending by made by myself. When U told me , U gotta spend time on ur gf.. I speechless..N cnt make sense at once. U r such tat cold ..such tat stranger to me. I'm such tat stupid. How sad ... I asked wat Am I in ur mind , I forgot the answer.. bcz it too hurt.. I SOB ... i CRY.. I utter.. " Dun ever push ur fault to my side!" u said. this was my fault.. my fault... I cnt make sense after hang up the call. I die inside my pillow.. I die ... n faint... I laugh after it.. I'm such tat fool! idioit! poor! stupid! I...am such tat.. Love you .... tat is wat I noe now....Tat is..wat I wanna tell u ... I love u ![]() |