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23/7/10
Thursday, June 24, 2010 | 1:55 PM | 0 comments
![]() I had been hesitated a while when I click log in to this blog. Here contain a lot of our memories but all of this is , passing through the end. I wonder he love me either doesn't. But, this afternoon phone call is just let me struggle in the middle. I think I can't even forget him , nor putted him down. I am so hard to ignore him , Ken, U know, I love so much . Why we will went through the situation like this? What is the problem we having now? Should me solve it or either we avoid it , and keep our relationship like "stranger" ? I had a lot of question been with you , was the best live I lived, been with you , was the most memories appreciated .Been with you ?? I hope I can state "being with you" . but , I can't. Today , I cried in the class. I am so grateful that Yen Ching console me the time. I am really thank you for her. But , in his eye, I did it on purposely. I did everything on purposely. I din't!!! I really din!!! no matter what I should or exclaimed , he just think tat I am bluffing. I did everything for you , and i just do it follow my mind. I love you . I do love you . I made my mind to leave you , And I did past a paper to you. I knew u doesn't care. I knew U doesn't love me, But why I still noob to get back with you . Zhi Ying Chong, Do you know what are u doing ? U are pushing yourself to the middle of the highway , and U know there are a big lorry is opposite to you , why you still stand there. "Committed suicide " is your answer , deeply in heath . I had been slept since 3PM TO 4 AM . Yup, u had no wrongly , I did slept the whole day. I din even put anything into my tummy. I do, I do really , miss you!!!!!!!!! Please , Love me back , ok ? |