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Thursday, June 24, 2010 | 11:20 PM | 0 comments
I HAD BEEN thinking so long for the title of this post. But, all of I left is just " anyway , it is just a title for expressing my feeling ." I chatted with Yen Cheng again , a smart girl that always point a brightly way to let me feel comfortable and secure. She told me not to get back with him faster , try to hold it on , be friend first and then start our relationship after we deal . I din received his glance today, nor any stare . He seem really so enjoy about his single rocking life. Without me, he seem nothing but fine. He seem sad nowhere. I gotta told him "I love you Fucking tat much as last time I did " But, I have no fair to tell him , because he doesn't wanna to receive any sweet word nor promises. He dun wan my love anymore? This question keeping spring to my mind , Never stop. And it let me hesitate so long to figure out "Should I leave you ?" They told me that, You are a good lier and you never feel any guilty about what you hurt me of . I don't even trust what they told me, yet, Yen ching told me not to trust you soul and heart. Through and through, she highly recommend me to leave you , Because you are a jerk ! I HATE YOU! but I LOVE YOU ! I do really love you and I don't wanna to leave you . I can't wait to hug you , kiss you and tell you My stuff, No matter how unconcern you showed to me, I still wish to tell you . pLEASE , GET BACK TO ME ! |