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A sad day
Saturday, August 6, 2011 | 10:42 AM | 0 comments
Today , after I finished my tuition at first centre , I walked back to the bus stop that I went , after that, I saw two tourists who were asking another young lady who I think is younger than me about the bus to go for their destination. They wanted to go medan Gopeng and the young lady just cant answer their question. I then volunteer went in front and told them how to take their bus to go to the Medan Gopeng. I told them which bus to ride and how to deal with the problem and I just found out that my language is bad enough ! it is worst ! And then , when I was in the bus, I just ate my salted chicken . After I reached bus station , I just went on the pink colour bus as usual . You know, things happened in this shot , the bus just moved to the way I am not usually went through . It went toward kampar. and after I finished my salted chicken I asked the ticket collector of the bus. she just told me that the bus is heading to kampar , and she charged me rm1 , yOU KNEW I have no extra money to ride on the other bus . The bus driver dropped me in the Jalan Kampar . After I walked down from the bus, I started crying, crying loudly as I walked toward the way I wanted to go home. I cried badly as I feel lonely and wanted to ask someone to help me. I walked back to home as I crying. I felt hard and though suddenly, I hope someone to be with me out of sudden. I hope someone can just told me " it is ok , zhi ying, we go again." And the one I thought is him, always to be him. I hoped he was there. Anything just went off my mind when I was drank with jessie. She told me about him recently. Yea, the strong feel of repulsion bonded in my mind, I dont need him, actually and totally. I can strong ! I am smart. I have to be independence. I can depend on myself. I dont need any guy be with me right now. And anything just going to good to me. I LIKE MY LIFE NOW. One good news, I getting thinner !! woohooo |