I met Edward on the bus, he is now studying in ITP now. How lucky he is ! Well, just briefly chat and I got to go. I ran toward to omega, I was sweating and I am pretty sure my hairdo Was messy ! And then , when I asked the auntie where was the class, she told me “U got the wrong time , girl” . what the hell !? I was like going to cry soon. And after registered , I went out from the tuition center went to my favourite place to drinks. I knew I need a coke badly. I went MCD, for sure it is a part of my life.

Well, been sitting there , managing the tuition time table and finally, I found that , I should go home. Because I am so tired . No point to stay around there. And I finished up my coke and refilled it , went off to the bus stop just nearby. I waited around 10 mins , a bus passed by but it doesn’t stop down. It went off instead. I was like, “ Hey ! what the fuck !?” and then , I went up another bus , ok , the money collector just told me , “ we don’t go fair park nowhere hospital.” And I was shocked and don’t know how to react. “ You better down now since there are red light.” I went down and waited again. About 15 mins, another bus came again. This time , I can eventually back home. I took half an hour to back home. How tough !

What a joke to me !?

Another matter that I wanna mentioned is that, last night when I was in dong gu ting, My dear Ji mui just told me a fucking funny story that let me laughing the whole night.

Well, as we knew I went movie with him on fri and wait this guy to shop his custom , I saw his ex in jj when I just arrival in JJ. But then , he wasn’t there that time. She is much prettier now. Honestly. And then , she just texted my ji mui and said “congraz” LOLX ! she thought I am being with my ji mui. And we just treated it as a funny matter. Me and him, is mission impossible. Haha . I am actually, support them , but, guys are guys . I cant explain further anymore.

Ok, I explained to the girl that I can do nothing to his bf today. Honestly, I really don’t wanna get involved in anything. Especially love stuff. I feel my life now is better, I am apprehensive that someday I will meet him in somewhere else , But then still enjoy my riding bus life. It is really like a STUDENT . LOLX. I like my life although it is tired sometimes.

I am getting better and better, I wish to be better and better. Feeling better J

I will try my best to get my expected result ! hooray !!

I a just planning to bring together my notebook to MCD after I dismissed , because I have to update my status, yea, I felt lame sometimes . I think if the time fulfill with tuition will be better. I think that I am going to be lazy, Don’t know why . God!! Give strength to me ! Please .

Ok, I am just thinking all about him yesterday night, I knew shouldn’t be, but I just did it. Why !? I d on’t know , my heart felt anxious. Afraid to meet him again ? I think so , I even afraid when I walking back from school some more I have to tuition far away. I hope god doesn’t treat me so bad ! Please don’t let me meet him in such situation.

Today , they were teasing me in the class. For the obesity of an essay question. I knew I am fat ok , I am trying to low my weight and I wont just eat after I am in ss. Haiz.. I want to keep fit !! Keep it on as the annual party is going to happen. Grin. Feel lonely and boring. I hope time can pass faster. Hope everything in my life will not be that bad .

11th of September ,

A week passed , I didn’t complete my routine everyday .Since last week , I found myself so lazy and I felt tired in the afternoon , I just slept this afternoon and now I am so smart , can’t even have feel to sleep . I think I have to study later , chasing the syllabus. Yea !

About my school things , I felt prefect is really a hard job as the senior starting to bully us , Juniors. I don’t like this of feeling, even though they are senior they shouldn’t do this to us, stupid dumb indian women , Fuck off from this work . damn you !

My music is going to organize a Barbeque , woohoo ! It’s sounds nice even we hear about it. Yea, maybe we will organize in DR park or ken’s house , anyway , it is as nice as we heard. I am in charge of everything because I had this type of experiences before. Laugh J

I want to be more slimmer. I am 60 KG now, I have to be 55 before next month 11^th , because I have to attend many occasion , somehow like prefect’s dinner night which is the most important and former occasion . I had a planning to wear Sari , but, I just afraid I can not get a nice one. Or stick with my old plans ? My boy’s looks former suit ? I don’t know, But, If I wear sari , there will be a surprise for everyone, including my friends and family . If I wear boy’s suit , I will only be in fashion. Which one is better ? And how about next year ? I think this year I pick sari , next year I will take boy’s suit. Cosplay a Guy ! Pretty guy ! Lolx.

I found my interesting topic in physics , it is very attracting me , the static is a fun topic , I like to solve question like that, forces. Grin. Seem my life doesn’t so busy I have to work hard on textbook . ok !!!

Today , Puan Low asked me to go in front for public speaking. My speaking is sucks ! totally bad! I knew I don’t have a good talking but I just don’t know why , I cant even make a proper sentence. My English is getting worse , I have to work hard ! watch more and read more . I entertained my classmates today , The guy sitting beside me usually doesn’t have much expression laughed today. I glad to see that even though they make fun on me. As long as everyone happy, then I happy .

I am going to hunt for a school bag , I meant A really nice school bag, I think mixture grey and pink is nice. Or a Adidas branded is not bad too . Many choices, but it have to depend on the prices too , tomorrow I am going to Shopping complex to find my new tuition school bag , Once I found, I sure be very happy !

Actually, life is like a mountain , sometimes, it goes high and sometimes it goes deep . No matter how is it , we face it as usual . Because everything will disappear as the time goes by. I am still me, the little fool funny girl who is temper sometimes and crazy at the most. I have no restriction now , I like to play around and talk nonsense , at the same time , studying is also her favourite activities. So , don’t waste time on doing nonsense stuff . Try harder !

I felt my dad something wrong , I don’t know what their situation there . I hope everything will be ok . Ok , I have to continue my chemistry subject tonight. I think tonight I sleep late but it is ok because , I just want to study hard ! I wanna be the first place in school!!

19th of september ,

The incident happened today is that , my classmate suddenly wanna sent me home after I had a long meeting in school . I rejected it because I shy. Shy ? Yea, maybe . Just like me , I don’t like to depend on others . I don’t mind to help others but I afraid others to help me because I afraid will get involved in gossip later .

I went yong yee’s house yesterday to bake apple pie , turns out bad . Maybe , I just rush to buy things and prepared things.I don’t like the taste anyhow. Later her boyfriend came to fetch her and just came inside to sit to wait us finished. They were so sweet , holding hands and playing with each others . I found myself inside suddenly and dropped in thought out of a sudden.

I used to do that right ? 9 months before , I still considered as sweet moment with someone else but now , I am single . Totally single ! Honesty , I don’t really like to be single , sometimes somehow feel lonely . I thought before to find a boyfriend , But I want those same type like him , why ? No others reason , because I don’t like boy so good. A bad guy suit me . Lol . Crazy me . but then ,after I consider a lot of things, I just don’t want to get in any relationship . Afraid of it.

Argument , crying over the nights , This kind of craps things I don’t wanna to pass it anymore ! Boring and horror! So , I take the simple way , be playful ^^

I am going to attend the dinner night , I think to wear baju kurung as I never been wear before in my life . Hopes it will be nice ~ ZhiYing Chong, You are the best !

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