♏.Prada

 Today is saturday , suppose I am in barroom to countdown my birthday , since there are no one going , so I stay in home tonight . I am thinking , who is the first one to call me and bless me " Happy birthday!" .. I think is him ... but again , I think he forget my birthday , i don't  know . hOPe so . at least my birthday wont be that boring ... waiting ya .. we will see .. wakkaka . thrilling

 About his birthday wish , I think it is not necessary for me to have that . If he sent , I just so so appreaciate it , but if he didn't , den It is ok because he has gf dy wert , what for he still flirt with the old one ? I received my best gift already .. But still hoping to receive his call tonight or tommorrow ? or message ? Anything .his actions proved we are end .

 Just attend the motor course this morning . Well , when we were at rest , the sir talked to me abut his opinion of life. He is not afraid to die . Hejust let me be open minded because his points are strong . Human should not be stoborn on things becasue in the  last chapters of our life is that return to the natural . I am too wrong in the past . I think I want him , then I sacrifece everything to hold him beside me .But , what I get i the end ? I still alone ? maybe , I should be mature and positive . I should be .

 We can't take away our things to the hell . Everything has to stay in earth when we die , Don't be sad .Lead yourself to a better life.
Zhi Ying, you have to learn this ...
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