I went kampar right after My tuition  finsihed. It was actually happy day in Kampar . Well, all the stuff about I went kampar this times was a secret . It had to be ask permission for the other, if not, I will get shoot by the  reckless.



 k , Just start from the time I took bus , I was waiting there, the bus was punctual actually, but it just a lilttle bit crowded , yea, But I still can get my ass down in the seat . LOL! You know, I really hate the money collector of Kampar bus, the uncle are rude! I got no small change that time so that I paid RM100 for him , and he showed me the long face first , after half an hour , he asked me to pay , and he got my changes! The ticket is RM4.60 , So , if deduce with RM100 , it has RM95.40 . Damn this bastard gave me 95 Sheet of RM 1 ! You know how much the money is that!? WTH!

 Ok , I just wanna touch a little bit culture, I don't like some of the Gopeng Production , They are sampah ! They talk loud in the bus and they can actually ignore the others passenger in the bus. OMFG! Hey, hello , girl , I am sitting over there , and you can't see me watching with with fierce stare ? Please larh , I was thinking my hometown is the worst place , but actually GOPENG are much more .... ""fill in the blank"

 The way I back from kampar I met one of my old friend. I am glad to see him , have a short chat with him and found out that, HE NOT HAMSUM AT ALL ! OMG,  No larh , he is actually still charming and hot, just I don't appreciate like his girl do . Well ,HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON

 It is coming 2012 and I got my best present, HIM! haha! Hmph, I am going to countdown , what you up to ??  Today is my fren's birthday, and I promised her to go kampar to celebrate with her but I just couldn't fix the time. That's why I just test her just now. Alright! Happy Birthday My dear Friend!!! Wish you can get your best result in your every semenster! Wish all for the best for you! Pretty!

 well, the point for today is not my fren's bday  that I feel sorry about that because I couldn't able to celebrate with her. Nope, it is all about the test I took this morning. Well ,Let's prepare for this long post.!

  I am the first one to get there, early bird considered. Grin. After that, uncle fetch us to Sri  Perak  with other 3 candidates. They were all taking the car test , But I am both car and motor , actually I am nervous , because I didn't practice well in both section , what I worried all the times is my emergency break ! I afraid to fail. So , I keep on focusing on this part. I mumbling about the action , like a idiot ! My number for motor is 16 ! Yea, it was my lucky number!

The JPJ arrived and we had to wait them finished their breakfast. They came to the pondok to gave speech for us. It was actually sometime nonsense , I didn't paid much attention to him since the sun was burning my skin . After that, it was the motor turns, I gotta wait there about few hours, and it was my turns ! I did my emergency break well , And I do really happy about that! After I finished the section C, I got down from motor , and ran toward to the JPJ to get my result. I can't see any sign of fail or pass, he just asked me to sign and write down my information . And I got the paper, down the stair, saw the bracket of LULUS was ticked! I screamed out loud ! Said "YES" , the victory grin on my face, Since all the while I told myself "I am the best I am the best" And I did it! By all my effort! Congratulation to me! 

 I am too proud of myself! I thought that, I could do car well because I was fishy about the process, The examinier suddenly asked me to take the car and run the slope! I did it! But when it was the side parking section , as I told, I was suddenly told for take the test, I wasn't prepare anything! Once I sit in the car, I felt different! The seat was lower then the car I used to bring. I did well in getting in the car, but when I tried to get out the car from the box, I knocked off the block , and immediatly , they asked me to get down from the car. I AM FAILED! 

 The other section was driving out to street, I done it. passed it .I dun wish to describe much in this section because something sensitive issue may touch . SORRY

 I met Jin Yan there, she is a nice girl and she keep complaining Mr.wong, haha, yea, They are money looker. I think so, but he can teach ! haha.

 I have to retake my test, hope Next time I would be do better and better . Zhi Ying Chong , you are the best best!

 today is wednesday  , I just went back from Jelapng , I am thrilling about my test. Sigh , I am still considering about my test , whether I want to pay the kopi duit or not ?

 But, my aunt just suggested my to pay this for my to get my license as soon as possible. I think I will be go through it , because I do hope I can get my license on 31st od dec , this date is much more meaningful right ?

 I hope I CAN DO WELL IN emergency break part , hope I really can do it well then I can have my license~ woohoo0.. hope soo.  I hate rain sometimes, Today , I was standing in the bus top for about one hour after that I can only took bus home. I feel like wanna cry .

 And I did just now. I was listening to those sad music and think of him suddenly. I feelt like sad.. but , the pain was gone, it doesnt like the other times , I cry feeling like something tearing my heart away. Maybe my hurt are curing now. Not really miss him recently. Maybe knowing the fact that he was leaving me forever. Not gonna dream about future. Have to start  my future plan without him involved in it.

 ZHI YING. Great job! You are getting better and better  I never feel the happy of cleaning my room ! It was fun with my sis! We did tidy up the whole house and spray the perfume , the house is lovely and warm. I feel like homecoming . wow!  I WANT TO CRY ! with this song introduce by someone who really Appreciated.






Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky 
Yes I had a dream 
I stood beneath an orange sky 
With my brother standing by 
With my brother standing by 
I said brother, you know you know 
It's a long road we've been walking on 
Brother you know it is, you know it is 
Such a long road we've been walking on 

And I had a dream 
I stood beneath an orange sky 
With my sister standing by 
With my sister standing by 
I said sister, here is what I know now 
Here is what I know now 
Goes like this
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, in your love, in your love 

But sister you know I'm so weary 
And you know sister 
My hearts been broken 
Sometimes, sometimes 
My mind is too strong to carry on 
Too strong to carry on 

When I am alone 
When I've thrown off the weight of this crazy stone 
When I've lost all care for the things I own 
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you 
You who are my home 
You who are my home 
And here is what I know now 
Here is what I know now 
Goes like this
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, my salvation lies 
In your love, in your love, in your love 

Well I had a dream 
I stood beneath an orange sky 
Yes I had a dream 
I stood beneath an orange sky 
With my brother and my sister standing by 
With my brother and my sister standing by 
With my brother and my sister standing by  Bad mood !!! ZhiYINGCHONG! yOU AR ENOT HIS GF! WHAT FOR YOU JEALOUS!?Yea! He is with others! You got no frens! staying home with ur tv nd pc! This is bcz your fault You being toooo LC! MOTHIER FUCKING ZHI YING CHOHNG IS SYTUPID! FUCKME ! I AM TOTALY A NUMB!ARGH!

Taken in coffe beam .

 Hey peeps! It is Christmas eve night ! What are you up to ? Clubbing ?Partying ? Shopping ? Drinking ? Whatsoever! You got to enjoy this large event with sleigh songs that are already there! Try to breath in the x-mas air and listen the bells rings! Jingle bells ~ jingle bells ~ It is really awesome festival ! Wow! We are encouraging to celebrate this day with a lot of fun , include eat big drink big ! Just like our Chinese New Year ! It is actually doesnt have to do that so . I think .. because we are celebrating Jesus's birthday . Not like what those stupid said "失身夜“ . I extremely feel disgust when people called it Like it is dirty day , some sort of that bitchy night. Bloody hell fuck you !  I have no plans for today anyway . Nobody invite me to any party or what. My sister is having her exam right now. Sobbing in home, Because I am fat! I want to low weight! Santa , If you do hear my voice, send me power and spirit to let me be the pretty girl back ! I want to hang out with him ! PLEASE~ 
And lastly, ZhiYing Chong would like to greet you by 

Sry , If I dun have a real pic

 Since we born into this world , we are first introduce to our family . Everyone have their different background. Our kit and knit help us in building up our character , bad or good  , usually depend on our parent. So We used to introduce ourself like this sentensee "I come from a normal family" "I have a good parent " and so "I love my family!" And this is the time to us who talk about family to start value family .

 Family are like fudge , mixed with sweet and bitter. The family  is the country of heart , there is an angel in family who by the mysterious influence of grace ,of sweetness and of love., renders the fulfilment of duties less werisome ,sorrow less bitter . The only pure joys unmixed with sadness.

 Home , home is a not only strong affections , but of entire unreserved . It is best haven when we encounter hardship and feel desperate . We can enjoy being real self in home. And thank you for a house for full of people I love and love me . God .

 Our blood fresh , parents and sibling are really doing a great love for me. I am so much appreciate the moment we spend time together like a small dinner , a journey for body checking or even send me to tuition centre. I feel my mother scarify to us more than our boyfriend will do . We are start and end in our family. Allow me to say , "I LOVE YOU "
 I was out with friends just now. They questioned about me , I was dodging about that. It recall so much the memories about us, either bad or good . I don't think we can be friends again . I was nuts! I think about his turning head, I meant, this was just my thoughts . No one can ever predict what happen in out future. And I am consoling myself, Better word, Cheating .

 Haiz.. I don't wish to change , change any thing about me. Because, I just want to live in my little world. Little illusion world.  The lyris is with chinese translation . I saw it somehow it just really amazing. The song I sing with joy and tears. Enjoy yourself. Katy pretty .. Once again , I said " And In other life, I would be your girl . I love you , so much more than I expect"



 Be honest , when someone is showing  her temper and telling that how hectic her life was , and keep bluffing her life with high voice! What you will think  ? I am pissed off of her ! Damn! I merely said FUCKYOU! to her last night .But I didn't. I just simply close our topic and nver rely her anymore! Motherfucker! MAD ME!

 The other stupid guy again . Try and think , you meet someone really close to you in the street and the one just ignore you like he never see you . What you feel? God damn dissapointed! Yea, I meant I was all the while like this to those old frens , but not best frens! Damn! I am angry ! Seriously fuck off you all ~



 I met my old friends ,Aoran at the small stall last night, Having a short chat that being known someone from my class is going to marry in this coming monday. Congratulation ! Wish you have your best future ! I never think young marriage  is an bad things,In fact , I see it good .  If both of the youngsters are mature, they know what to do for their best future and work hard to achieve the goal , what's wrong to have a spouse?

 Unfortunately  ,  I didn't have the fate of it . He was supposed to be my husband .Yet, we just be parting right now. Stranger is absolutely a precise word to describe us . I wish , one day later he would come to me , apologize of his action , and I will definitely forgive him somehow it wouldn't happen.

 Wake up ! Hey! What are you thinking about.? Kinda out of mind recently . I am considering the pilot course. My mom said nothing about it when I told her my plan. The only matter of financial . I just have to spend one and a half year on it. It is definitely a tough course. The career is small , not as big as engineering. I wish can consult his opinion , but , we are in fighting position right now. I kinda mad of him .

 Well, that's all for today. XOXO
   Today , I went dinner with my sisters . We managed to eat ban miam but my younger was opposed it all the while and she end up left us alone in the street.I neglected her and continue my dine with my sis. It was raining cats and dogs outside, and my elder sister was worried about her , she decided to look for her . And she failed. After half an hour, the fatty with wet- hair and suit , ran toward us from the street when we were in the stall. I was laughing because she look extremely stupid that moment. Yet, we were relax after she was here.

 Yea, she is my younger sister , tum tum. A fatty girl , food-lover , study-well little girl . Her hot-tempered causing me mad sometimes. Maybe both of her sisters is hot tempered and spoilt , she is spoilt too . She not only spoke loudly when she can't get sometimes don't like, she Act too ! She will use any method to get what she want , and she always get. My dad bought a basketball about Rm150 for here last month . And the basketball is inside a cardboard now because she was fed up playing basketball . See~

 Yea, that's what happen to me today. By the way , Chipwrecks is on showing from tomorrow but I managed to watch in x-mas...  I went the educatin fair today . I gained a lot today .

 I reached there about 3 something and I started to look around until Someone told me that cabin crew talks was going in level 4. I then ran to there and sit for my talks.  The lecturer was from Asia Pacific , it is a well known flighting associatin too . Yea, it need 250 000 to complete my course in one and a half year. I got the infromation that MAS doesnt intake female, So , I will only have the chance that work in Air Asia if I succeed to take this course. PTPTN can loan about 70 000 , how about the rest ? My dad is not going to pay for me! But, it is the cheapest in Malaysia , compare to the other flighting school , they need about 300 000 ++ . I want to be a pilot!

 I am still figuring out how to cope wtih my problem. Tired and menstration now. FUCKING BAD MOOD

Taken In Utar DDK 2

Hey , how is my tee ?

See what's on my ear ?

Coffee bean

My ultimate

 I was wanted to complete my post on yesterday . But, things changes faster than time. sigh .

 I baked my apple pies yesterday , it is all easy job! LOL! Taste better ! Haha! I want to bake some for my friends, yea, I am going to bake for my friends. LAUGH ! Hmm , after that, my sis came back , I just tidy up my place . I found something different there! The ca just gave birth to kitchens and it rest in my drower , because I didn'tclose it properly. I hate cats! I meant! I hate it very much ! disgusting! I am going to figure out how to get rid of that gang of cats out of my room! DAMN IT!

 Then ,

 Faroe Islands is a selfgoverning entity, they are a protectorate of denmark, but have thier own government and regulations, denmark does not have power to decide what happens in the faroe islands, just as is the case with greenland…



 Many different species of whales and dolphins occur in the waters around the Faroe Island. Of therse, a number of small toothed whales ,mainly pilot whales, are taken in the Faroe Islands for their meat and blubber. The characteristically Faroese form of whaling , known in Faroese as Grind,was once common around the North Atlantic. Organised  on the local community level and regulated by naional legislation, the Faroese whale drive has over the years successfully adapted to modern standards of resource management and animal welfare.

The sea stained in red .

they are hooking whales 1 ,2 ,3 times.

Every young man taking man EVERY YEARS

whales are struggling

They dead because they are animals

Terrible!

  


 Well , I am in my sis's room . She is keeping her room clean before we back our hometown. Well, I feel boring that's why I wrtie this post. We decided to go to eat chicken curry bread.so .. nth to say .. bla blab al  Hey ! It is Uunday again ! Two weeks more to school reopen! And I'm still in holiday mood on !  Anyway , I am here in Kampar to write this post! Hee ~
 Tv 2 is on showing anacoda right now. I am watching it , and suddenly recall the memories I with him. I think one of my dairies was that " a guy sacrified for his gf" . In the show, the hansum guy scarified his-self because the snake is about to eat the girl. The moment I watch this I was crying last year , after the movie , I called him and told him my feeling . I said , the guy is so cool and man /! He rather he dies to help his lovely gf. I asked him , if he will save my life if he die for conditional .he said yes , I remember that was a romantic yet warm moment because we were fine . I don't want to watch the movie right now that's why I am writting this post. I don't want to face the hurts , the cruel part. bcz of him ? maybe .

 haiz... What's wrong with me? I should forget him ? What the hell I am doing /？？  I just called to the higher education ministry of Malaysia. I required some information about further studies of form 6 . And I got the result of what I expected . I can stop study right now and further it later as a "Calon bebas" . And I can still like other student get the offer from local U. About the scholarship , I just have to think over it again. Whether I got the offer or not, I still have to continue to chemical engineering. That is what I want . Hold on , there is what I want ? I think so .


 I have to consider it right now. I still have one month to go . One more month to reopen school. I want to work or I want to study ? I have no ideas. I just know I am not ready , ready to fight for my future. Seem everything of mine was lost. I need him. He is the only one can be the light for my in the dark . I usually do whatever he suggested because he is always brilliant than me.On this sharp point of roads,I am lost .


 My plan is working for two years and after I got money , I can further study in tuition centre and home ,Just like what I want. I want to study in home , not in school. And it can all be apply through on-line. It is ok . But, I just afraid it would be a wrong decision of mine. I afraid I will lost a chance to  further my dream. 

I llike to do thing on my own .

 Anyway , My decision was about 80%confirmed. I still have to ask opinion of my friend. And teachers..I knew my parent would not be supporting me , But I just have to play and work . After that, only continue mt studies.. This is me :) the "crazy" one As expected 20th Century Fox confirmed that a third Alvin and the Chipmunksmovie will be produced. And they announced that this new sequel will be done in 3D.

The official release date of Alvin and the Chipmunks 3, aka Alvin and the Chipmunks 3D, is set for December 16, 2011.


On vacation aboard a luxury cruise ship, Alvin, Simon, Theodore and the Chipettes are up to their usual antics, turning the ship into their personal playground, until they become 'chipwrecked' on a desert island. As Dave Seville frantically searches for his AWOL charges, the 'Munks and Chipettes do what they do best – sing, dance and wreak havoc. But they're in for a surprise when they embark on an island adventure with their new friend – a castaway who's more than a match for Alvin and the Chipmunks."





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