Zhi
Ying
Chong
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ILOVEHIM
I admit that, I never dumped him , I meant mentally . In this missing period , I think of him again, especially the melody goes with the mood , it kills me. I wish I can call you and tell you how much I love you. I wish I can telly you my worries , my sadness, happiness, everything ! But, it just merely a wish .
I dream of you every night, and I woke up heart broken . I thought I am healed , I am overcame the sorrow you left over , but , it just like a boom , explored as it wished. When it did, I felt like dying. Sigh , I really tired of this ! Why I cant just be more smart !? To be forgetting you in a shortest period.
Dear , can I call you like this ? SMH. I knew someone took over the position . And the game over, I should have to say " Good game " and "Bye" . But what the hell I am doing ? I am standing in the waiting list, wishing t to have our second chance to play. Sigh.
The game is obviously don't suitable to you , and you are not qualified to take part. don't you get that? It is simple like 1 2 3 , and you make it complicated like add maths. What's the points for !?
I knew how much he can affected me . I knew deeply I can never be forget him because the love we had was really amazing ! I can never forget ! I can't able to forget ! We were happy , we were loved each other very much , we were had our palace , but when ? when the things changed so worst and I don't even realize ? Is there I forcing him to his studies ? Is there I had another guy to be with me ? Is there his friends asking him to choose between me and them ? When ? I had no idea. We were sweet ! And even they said so . We were so so sweet . How could it be just so forgetful. We suppose like a husband and wife. we supposed. right ?
It might have been we don't fight , and I can belong to you forever. I don't want to break up with you . I don't . I don't want. Santa , Please send him back to me. okay ? I beg you , I beg you . Please. I am feeling sad all the time , we were born for each other, we meant to be each other right ?
Lord, I promised I will be a good girl now, I won't flirt , I won't date new guy, I won't make comparation , I will be a good girl , a good children ,please, Can I have him back ? I won't be like a proudly girl , I won't look down at anyone else, I just want him , Just him . How could you bear to send away them from me ? I got nothing after all . You are killing me . You are murdering me .

I need you now , want you badly . I don't mind people scolding me slut , I just want you . I lost my heart, can you give back to me ? You had taken the part of it , and why you don't return to me ? You can't be that selfish . You promised me you won't love any girls except me. You said you wont letting me tears . You said You Love Me ! So What now ? Is that all lies ? I don't believed you are kinda person . Don't push me far , please.
I love you ! Since the time I met you again . I knew the feeling are strong ! I am not sure about you, But for me , I don't want to belong to anyone , I just want be yours. If I cried a thousand days , as a trade to let you come back , I will do . If I can do a thousand pasta , can let you come back , I will do . If I would say housand times of sorry can let you turn back , I said. Please, don't push me away.I want to hug you .
I am sorry for the past that part of I did wrong. I could make them correct now, but , I will do better in my future. I know I am not a good girl . I am proud, lousy , rude, flirty , naughty , annoying whatsoever. I won't make the same mistakes anymore. I did that just because I want your attention ! I want you to scold me so I could felt your cares. I want to bawl at me and said that ' I AM YOUR BF SO YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME !" My method wrong, I am not a intelligent, I used my way to love you , is that wrong ? I don't understand at all .I just want you to love me, is that so hard to you ? I don't want any feed back or rewards from you , my love are selfless . And what I want is one thing - your love.
Dear.. I missed you so much .So much that I cant predict! I wish to hear you. wish to see you. I am never stop missing you since apart with you. I buried my sadness so other cant see, because , I want you to happy , so do I. I LOVE YOU. I DO .
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About Me
✔Beauty is only skin deep, and the world is full of thin skinned people.
✔If you are not in fashion, you are nobody.
✔A girl should be glamour and fabulous .
✔I don't do fashion , I am fashion.
by ZhiYing Chong
Memories

유 Well, People has their own history , 유 don't stalk , be rational to read 유 .
유 Because it is not related to anyone 유 . And it does no matter with you . 유 Thanks 유
░BabyYing░
♏.Gucci
♏.Prada
♏.Swatch
♏.Mini Cooper
♏.Roxy
♏.SK 2
♏.Dior
♏.Estee Lauder *Mascara
♏.Iphone
10.HIM
♥All I wanted is him to come back my life.♥
ILOVEHIM
I admit that, I never dumped him , I meant mentally . In this missing period , I think of him again, especially the melody goes with the mood , it kills me. I wish I can call you and tell you how much I love you. I wish I can telly you my worries , my sadness, happiness, everything ! But, it just merely a wish .
I dream of you every night, and I woke up heart broken . I thought I am healed , I am overcame the sorrow you left over , but , it just like a boom , explored as it wished. When it did, I felt like dying. Sigh , I really tired of this ! Why I cant just be more smart !? To be forgetting you in a shortest period.
Dear , can I call you like this ? SMH. I knew someone took over the position . And the game over, I should have to say " Good game " and "Bye" . But what the hell I am doing ? I am standing in the waiting list, wishing t to have our second chance to play. Sigh.
The game is obviously don't suitable to you , and you are not qualified to take part. don't you get that? It is simple like 1 2 3 , and you make it complicated like add maths. What's the points for !?
I knew how much he can affected me . I knew deeply I can never be forget him because the love we had was really amazing ! I can never forget ! I can't able to forget ! We were happy , we were loved each other very much , we were had our palace , but when ? when the things changed so worst and I don't even realize ? Is there I forcing him to his studies ? Is there I had another guy to be with me ? Is there his friends asking him to choose between me and them ? When ? I had no idea. We were sweet ! And even they said so . We were so so sweet . How could it be just so forgetful. We suppose like a husband and wife. we supposed. right ?
It might have been we don't fight , and I can belong to you forever. I don't want to break up with you . I don't . I don't want. Santa , Please send him back to me. okay ? I beg you , I beg you . Please. I am feeling sad all the time , we were born for each other, we meant to be each other right ?
Lord, I promised I will be a good girl now, I won't flirt , I won't date new guy, I won't make comparation , I will be a good girl , a good children ,please, Can I have him back ? I won't be like a proudly girl , I won't look down at anyone else, I just want him , Just him . How could you bear to send away them from me ? I got nothing after all . You are killing me . You are murdering me .

I need you now , want you badly . I don't mind people scolding me slut , I just want you . I lost my heart, can you give back to me ? You had taken the part of it , and why you don't return to me ? You can't be that selfish . You promised me you won't love any girls except me. You said you wont letting me tears . You said You Love Me ! So What now ? Is that all lies ? I don't believed you are kinda person . Don't push me far , please.
I love you ! Since the time I met you again . I knew the feeling are strong ! I am not sure about you, But for me , I don't want to belong to anyone , I just want be yours. If I cried a thousand days , as a trade to let you come back , I will do . If I can do a thousand pasta , can let you come back , I will do . If I would say housand times of sorry can let you turn back , I said. Please, don't push me away.I want to hug you .
I am sorry for the past that part of I did wrong. I could make them correct now, but , I will do better in my future. I know I am not a good girl . I am proud, lousy , rude, flirty , naughty , annoying whatsoever. I won't make the same mistakes anymore. I did that just because I want your attention ! I want you to scold me so I could felt your cares. I want to bawl at me and said that ' I AM YOUR BF SO YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO ME !" My method wrong, I am not a intelligent, I used my way to love you , is that wrong ? I don't understand at all .I just want you to love me, is that so hard to you ? I don't want any feed back or rewards from you , my love are selfless . And what I want is one thing - your love.
Dear.. I missed you so much .So much that I cant predict! I wish to hear you. wish to see you. I am never stop missing you since apart with you. I buried my sadness so other cant see, because , I want you to happy , so do I. I LOVE YOU. I DO .
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