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♔ I am Zhi Ying Chong 18 from Ipoh ♔ .
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Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.
Tuesday, January 3, 2012 | 11:18 AM | 0 comments
 " I am single but not available ". I told myself on the way back . Tomorrow is the school reopening day after a long holiday , and I got no mood to school . Frankly speaking , I miss him desperately. The feeling was gone far away since these few months I working hard to conquer it ! I tried and tried and tried and finally I got no hurt feeling after I been hearing through his news. From the start to now, I had been a tough time that I can convince myself, "You no longer live under his control" . I am so proud of myself while at the same time god just sent me a new year gift , we had spoken in the bus. It is hard to telling your mind not to miss someone while your heart still does. I dreamed of you the all day. I dreamed we dine in restaurant and that was your birthday which is on this coming date of 18th . In my dream ,we were chillax, we are like a old couple talking to each others and at the last moment, I gave my kiss as my birthday present . Everything was like so real in the dream , and the jag lag I woke up was actually can make me die .I wish you weren't in my dream. I don't want to being a girl like keep crying for the same things , though , I couldn't let myself stop crying over it. Girls , Nothing worse , than seem them together ,knowing I will not have him again . I didn't realise how much I love him until he is standing there and not mine anymore. If I had sufficient courage, I would have a grasp of you , and you could be mine. However, She reached first and taken your heart . I am sorry , I quit. Maybe the rught saying is " I had been forfeit by the game" I am dead . Deeply dead. I have no direction and I have to work really hard to forget you . God, stop fooling me please, if you would like to let him coming back to my side, please, make it simple. If you would like to challenge the bond we formed ,and I can tell you , you won ! I have no back up in this game. If you would want to train me to be mature, use another way . Please . I don't want to play this game, I have no guts yet courage. because I knew I am a loser. I don't want to meet you ! Whatever! Happy birthday ! Happy new year! Happy anything ! what soever! Damn it! Just stay in the position where you supposed to be! Stop disording my life! I am the simple one, love me!? Just tell me! Hate me! GET FUCK OFF |
