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Once again I lost control
Wednesday, February 17, 2010 | 8:16 AM | 0 comments
Not really can control my emotional very well. EQ bad than I think . Once again , I lost control n cry louder . I so suffer . N how u can treat me like tat !? I so sad . Love is sucks! it totally sucks! I hate being in love. I dun wan being hurt anymore. If I sick , u rather spend ur time to ur fren , den I do really noe tat , how far we have now. Baby , tonite was a lonely nite , like I walking alone in street . the cruel wind blow hardly , I fall down , n u doesnt beside me . Mayb u hugging another else . Idk .. N I dun wan to know. this fews days , I wil learn to .. how to broke up with u . I means.. really borke up. learn how to control my tear frm falling down . learn to stop thinking how I sweet with u . learn how to dun miss u. learn how to get bek to my normal life . learn to smile n laugh . learn how to forget u.. Upset .. whr r my valentine present ? Bcz ofu , I made a cake for u. learn to make . try to ... bt .... u nt willing to receive tat cake . ok ... fine!! U busy everynite! nvm ! I'm ok ! sure I'm ok ! I have my blog to express my feeling. bt after monday , I wont contact u anyway . Let me bcum the leader once . let me , have a prepare to broke with u . let me cry .. bt afer monday . I wil b a brand new zhi ying . dun noe Y ppl wil cry .. can sumone teach me a way to stop crying? I cnt fall asleep ... zhi ying dun cry .. he doesnt worth for ur tears . U loving sumone else . told urself. u loving sumone else. nt him ... I wil better ... |