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Frustrated
Monday, March 8, 2010 | 11:26 PM | 0 comments
I were very depressed today. I have no any mood to complete my exam. I so down today and I wish I can get over this sooner. I sat down n discussed with Honey today. I told them , He got to kou lui alw in fb, N the most bad is, I catched tat ! I'm very dissapoint to him , I knew sumday was end point for us , Bcz I planned I wil leave him . I can't stand of this! I wil break down~! I wil crazy !!! When I were doing my English paper , I lied down n wipe off my tears at interval. My brain keep flowing on those scene tat the c-box.. Omg.. finally I keep nite-mare yesterday. I knew it is nt working as it hurt me a lot. I cant concentrate my exam very well. the 1st time , I keep crying on my MM paper. I have not time to finish tat, I tried my best to finished it bt I cnt.. I failure to control my emotions. I'm nt wish to talk about my mm paper anymore. I squat on the heel beside the road when I were waiting him to fetch. Suddenly, Tears weeps down seriusly n I cnt even control my wail frm sounding out. After few mins, he came , I passed my bag to him n say nothing. Watever he asked me I just keep in calm. Bcz I affraid , once I broken my calm , I wil cry louder..... Finally, I cry on his back n told him tat I cnt do my exam very well.. Consequently, He did told me tat, It is nothing for it.. He comfort him with his best. After I cried, I feel much more comfrotable. Idk Y I bcum so weak suddenly, Mayb I cnt overcome the disaster tat came once with couple I stil have my MT n Sj exam tmr, Bt, I'm totally din study Sj! Idk how I exam my paper tmr. Anyhow, I won't care anything , Let them delay to after exam. I wont care how he kou lui ? Watever ... I wil live better n better |