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Saturday, June 12, 2010 | 11:41 AM | 0 comments
![]() I am speechless and stay in front of pc , crying and sobbing so long in bedroom. It is time for out and have some fresh air. Dad is watching Fifa world Cup, I am here , typing words out to express my feeling . The atmosphere is so peaceful , but me, ain't. Should I call you ? U have been long time din call me ? Don't you know I miss you ? I keep telling myself not to cry , but useless . I used to cry when I lose you . " Why do I cry ? " I asked myself . "Because You love him." A voice seem to speak softly to me over my back . If really, why don't he love me back ? Why Everytime I got hurt from his word ? Why ? You know , He just don't treat me as his world anymore Nor his wife . I wonder , when he kick me out from his world ? Why all of this appears without any realization ? Ken, I don't care either you love me or not , I still loving you . Because I remember the temperature when you hug me , I remember the voice that you call me Lou Po. Or you sing song to me . All of this is belong to me , but now , I knew you have another who is having all of this.I don't wanna to argue with you because you used to hang the phone up and not calling me anymore . I am always been silence , but it doesn't represent that I don't know what is going on . I am not silly as you thought. Pretending a silly but you strike over the line , U keep on telling me the truth .Ken Chau , I am hard to hate you . For there , everything have a lasting. When is our lasting? Tommorrow ? I don't know . But , I knew that.I am bored with your attitude . You need your freedom ! Go ahead ! good luck and bye |